Wow, everythings getting better... I see a light at the end of the tunnel. I went and saw some people that pointed out some things and made me feel good about me, no mater what anyone else was doing. Im feeling like me again and I like it!
Spent the first half of the day pitching a show to a guy that seemed very impatient....
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Spent the first half of the day pitching a show to a guy that seemed very impatient....
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so... in getting almost everything that I wanted, but Im still not happy. notice a said almost. Im not sure what I want to do, or what I can do. she wants me, that's not the problem, Ive got that. (and appreciate it). its that she wants them also. I understand the feeling, Ive had it my self (while with her non the les), but...
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Let's see here... I went from a nervous wreck, to one happy dude. I’m not sure how healthy that is, but it feels good for now. I’m going to hang out with her tonight. Not sure what will happen, but I’m not going to expect anything. Expectations are premeditated resentments.
I just gota keep my priorities straight and all will be well.
so yea... I’ve...
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I just gota keep my priorities straight and all will be well.
so yea... I’ve...
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emoinside:
so... in getting almost everything that I wanted, but Im still not happy. notice a said almost. Im not sure what I want to do, or what I can do. she wants me, that's not the problem, Ive got that. (and appreciate it). its that she wants them also. I understand the feeling, Ive had it my self (while with her non the les), but it doesnt make the pain any easier to deal with.
Understand that Ive fucked up in a big way during this relationship. to the point that Ive realized that I need some help with my problems. but Im not sure where my part ends and hers begins. I certainly dont want to blame the whole thing on her, but I dont want to carry the burden of all the problems on my own.
on top of that, me being depressed like this has made it so she doesnt want to bring me to anything, witch I totally understand, but makes it tough to embrace her new life here... I guess its time to build my new life here.
so fuck it. what happens, happens and theres not a god damn thing that I can do about it. I just need to meet new people, have my own life and stop obsessing on her. (Sounds easy, huna?).
so with that, I go.
Understand that Ive fucked up in a big way during this relationship. to the point that Ive realized that I need some help with my problems. but Im not sure where my part ends and hers begins. I certainly dont want to blame the whole thing on her, but I dont want to carry the burden of all the problems on my own.
on top of that, me being depressed like this has made it so she doesnt want to bring me to anything, witch I totally understand, but makes it tough to embrace her new life here... I guess its time to build my new life here.
so fuck it. what happens, happens and theres not a god damn thing that I can do about it. I just need to meet new people, have my own life and stop obsessing on her. (Sounds easy, huna?).
so with that, I go.
emoinside:
oops, wrong box
Well. I went over, had coffee. We talked, mean things were said.... mostly by me, and we came to the conclusion that we can be friends till we figure this whole thing out.
and the best part? She’s standing next to me right now. There was snuggling
she pointed out that I was just as much of a bitch as she was.
so we'll see...
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and the best part? She’s standing next to me right now. There was snuggling
she pointed out that I was just as much of a bitch as she was.
so we'll see...
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mohollyweird:
glad to see you two COMMUNICATE on a sane plain, and both come out still standing. Love Yuh man, talk later??
ok, ok, ill stay. The more I look around here, the more I like it. I talked to her today, and were going to try and figure out what civilized people and copy it.
I’m shaky though. This feels funny.
I failed to mention in my other posts that I’ve had a huge part in all of this. Yes, yes, it’s true. I’m not a...
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I’m shaky though. This feels funny.
I failed to mention in my other posts that I’ve had a huge part in all of this. Yes, yes, it’s true. I’m not a...
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junkeragentseed:
right on, man. and don't worry, we're none of us saints.
Ok, so i talked to her again today! She was PISSED that i posted that letter that i wrote. and she says that this is her thing and that I’m invading her space! i suppose that signing up here was a last ditch effort to have a life with her, or atlas to not have a huge part of her life that I’m totally left...
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junkeragentseed:
tell me about it. i put it in my tea now. and you can put up animated gifs, as long as they're under 100k. i like this thingy for making them.
and yes, such a thing does exist, but we dare not speak its name. and besides, i don't think you should let her run you off, as long as you're really here to enjoy the site, and not just to spite your ex-girlfriend. isn't that right, theWHORE?
and yes, such a thing does exist, but we dare not speak its name. and besides, i don't think you should let her run you off, as long as you're really here to enjoy the site, and not just to spite your ex-girlfriend. isn't that right, theWHORE?
Well, my slave is coming over today... long story… I guess not that long. I met this chick on hotornot.com. She said that in order to meet her, I had to do her fetish. Witch is using her slave to do what ever the fuck I want to. So I'm having her male slave come over to clean my pad. Sounds cool to me. I...
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junkeragentseed:
you wrote it. post it wherever you want.
"Misery. Misery with you, misery without you. My broken heart falls into tiny pieces on the floor, which are then swept aside, Out of sight, replaced by another, newer, better love. Or lust. The very lust that has torn my soul in 2. Ripped kicking and screaming on one half, and walking with silent pain on the other.
There's no bargaining, no manipulation. No ringing...
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There's no bargaining, no manipulation. No ringing...
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cedar:
you had no right to post this here...
Well, go figure. The day I sign up for SG, the one who showed it to me in the first place rips my still beating hart out of my chest and shows it to me... and I though things were going so well. Anyhow, I’ve had a hell of a day. On the bright side... well, I'm sure ill see the bright side sooner or...
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Have a great weekend bro', I'm back in town on Monday afternoon, but call if You need to, I'm always a phone call away....