emily

The guys at work don't think I'll leave...heh...
I'm going to pick a name on the map.....and go....So i might not be around here too much.....Meh.... We'll see..I have to have a life,or.......or..I don't know really...All that I know is this place is making me fucking crazy.....It's the same shit every fucking day....and I'm so sick of it....It's fucked up if all that you do is cry over nothing......

Anyways.....I wrote 2 poems...YAY......? I don't know...i don't write too many poems anymore....

I really don't have anything to say anymore....Nothing really going on.....Come on it's fucking Alaska....Nothing will ever happen here...Wow...I really DON'T have any friends here...heh...really,not one....Kinda crazy...Meh I don't want to be friends with anybody here....All fakes...FAKES....yes..It's funny really...
I should go see Chloe,I really miss her.....and all of my other friends live in Portland......hmmm.....

*Open your eyes,and I'll close mine*

Ok here's a Modest Mouse song,and I know that I've put this one in my journal before,but I don't care....

Out of gas,out of road,out of car.....Don't know how I'm gonna go....
I had a drink the other day...Opinions were like kittens,I was givin' them away....I had a drink the other day..I had a lot to say......
and I said.......
You will come down soon....
You will come down soon too....
You will come down too soon....
Soon enough you will come down.......come down.....

You know what sux.......being in love with someone that doesnt love you...........