Wow, sorry for the melodrama....I was feeling extremely overwhelmed by negativity that day and wasn't sure how to cope. Thank you for the concern.
But, I haven"t lost my mind...yet. In fact, I'm feeling rather good these days. It seems my bad luck streak and equally bad mood have finally lifted, and I can focus on feeling awesome again. I decided to take my life...
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But, I haven"t lost my mind...yet. In fact, I'm feeling rather good these days. It seems my bad luck streak and equally bad mood have finally lifted, and I can focus on feeling awesome again. I decided to take my life...
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I think I'm losing my mind, my hope, my grip on reality...
I think I need help.
I think I need help.
guitargeek:
How can I help?
rockinricky:
Damn, that sounds pretty serious.
This too shall pass.
eyerush:
Had to comment.
I'm getting that tattooed in Irish on the back of my arms this weekend.
So, was it bad or good?
I'm getting that tattooed in Irish on the back of my arms this weekend.
So, was it bad or good?
eyerush:
Are you gonna use the Hebrew Characters? They'd be perfect for a thumb. (They're small).
Ugh. Moving is lame. We finally got our internet hooked up. I love our new apartment though, despite the many inconveniences that come with renting an old building. And the neighborhood is very nice, from what I've seen of it anyway. Haven't had much time or energy to explore it.
I've been pretty angry lately. But it feels kinda good, because for once I'm not...
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opaque:
oh yes i've seen many alex jones films.. haven't watched endgame yet, but i've read many articles on his site of what it's about. yes, it's terrifying and i'm going through the same dilemma whether to fight or flee..
if we want to flee, we better do it soon before it's too late and the airports are closed to us.
what a crazy world we live in. it's been this way for all of "recorded history" though, so i guess we shouldn't be surprised..
check out this site, it's amazing.
http://www.fknnewz.com
if we want to flee, we better do it soon before it's too late and the airports are closed to us.
what a crazy world we live in. it's been this way for all of "recorded history" though, so i guess we shouldn't be surprised..
check out this site, it's amazing.
http://www.fknnewz.com
So, I'm really starting to think that this Ron Paul might just be the guy I'm to root for. Shit, anyone who wants to dismantle the IRS and stop spending billions of dollars to try to govern the world has got my vote. Learn more about him here.
My luck is turning around. The I-Ching has a passage that says something along the lines of,...
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My luck is turning around. The I-Ching has a passage that says something along the lines of,...
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mightyjoeaverage:
finaly your own place? kick ass! thats great news mate.
if you left ankle is starting to get fucked up go see a decent shoe store and see if they can get you a good pair of shoes/boots that are ment for walking all day
glad things are goin great guns for ya
if you left ankle is starting to get fucked up go see a decent shoe store and see if they can get you a good pair of shoes/boots that are ment for walking all day
glad things are goin great guns for ya
hephaestos:
on the insomnia thing did you try a strong tincture of skullcap or oat straw? i find that skullcap tunes my mind to a more leisurely pace without being hypnotic. a mixture of those two might be just what the herbalist ordered.
OHMYGOD I wish I could fucking sleep. I've had sleeping problems for as long as I remember, but goddamn, this is getting ridiculous. It seems like every time I make a major life change, (specifically starting a new job, in this case,) I can't sleep for at least a week or 2. And even when things are normal I'll have random bouts of insomnia. Lately...
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trilobitten:
congrats on the new job.
about the not sleeping.
about the not sleeping. 
famous_amos:
I hope the new good is going well, and I hope that you can get some sleep
So, I turned 24 on Sunday. 'Twas a chill B-day, the fam came over and we all went to see the Simpsons movie and then ate 2 types of cake. The Simpsons movie was a lot better than i thought it would be, hilarious in fact. It used to be a family tradition at our house, weeknights @ 8, my dad would yell "Couch!!" and...
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opaque:
unfortunately, yes.
just google "civilian inmate labor programs" for yourself. a copy of the document that describes the whole thing is on the United States Army website. I don't know how much more official it could be than that. It's there, it's current practice and law, but no one talks about it. Of course it's not on the news - i'm sure you already know the media is controlled and spits out lies to brainless people who eat it up.
here's the link to the document:
http://www.army.mil/usapa/epubs/pdf/r210_35.pdf
just google "civilian inmate labor programs" for yourself. a copy of the document that describes the whole thing is on the United States Army website. I don't know how much more official it could be than that. It's there, it's current practice and law, but no one talks about it. Of course it's not on the news - i'm sure you already know the media is controlled and spits out lies to brainless people who eat it up.
here's the link to the document:
http://www.army.mil/usapa/epubs/pdf/r210_35.pdf
bugbue:
You're family sounds cool. I really enjoyed this post. It's good to feel real emotion and see it expressed by others. I'd answer these questions but I've been drinking and I don't have the attention span to type any more.
So uh....today's my first official day off in about a month. I've spent it in bed and on the internet so far. (The in bed part being my fave.)
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There was a big ol' flood in Findlay, the biggest in over 100 years. My parents' house is in the worst flood area in town, with a river that runs right through their backyard, and...
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There was a big ol' flood in Findlay, the biggest in over 100 years. My parents' house is in the worst flood area in town, with a river that runs right through their backyard, and...
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soix:
Hey...riding a bike through a tornado!!! I was close to that...but please tell me more!! 
I love riding into a storm...the air is charged and the sense of the unknown is pretty cool.
Yeah...the job thing sucks....i have had a lot of various jobs in school, there is something pretty cool about starting your own, if you can find something you can do on your own.
Good luck with the new search, Emiloo...hope you find something soon that is more satisfying.
Sidenote: Did you see the movie, Shopgirl?
I love riding into a storm...the air is charged and the sense of the unknown is pretty cool.
Yeah...the job thing sucks....i have had a lot of various jobs in school, there is something pretty cool about starting your own, if you can find something you can do on your own.
Good luck with the new search, Emiloo...hope you find something soon that is more satisfying.
Sidenote: Did you see the movie, Shopgirl?
onesandzeros:
I agree about the work thing. I always have this "If I wasn't there doing meaningless crap all day, what could I have done with my life by now?" thing floating in the back of my head. Unfortunately I have bills that need paid, so it doesn't look like I'll get to find out anytime soon
Soooooooooooo.........
I just erased this huge post explaining why this past month has sucked so much, but now...I really don't feel it's necessary to go into every little depressing and maddening detail when I've already gone over it a million times in my head. So I'll summarize:
1.Past landlord is trying to sue me for 6G's, but I'm pretty sure he doesn't have a chance...
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I just erased this huge post explaining why this past month has sucked so much, but now...I really don't feel it's necessary to go into every little depressing and maddening detail when I've already gone over it a million times in my head. So I'll summarize:
1.Past landlord is trying to sue me for 6G's, but I'm pretty sure he doesn't have a chance...
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trilobitten:
hey, you stole my mantra! ok, you can have it. that's a lot of shit that the universe has been throwing at you. i mean damn, i'm glad it's off my back for the time being, but i'm sorry you're catching so much. 
some other people i know are having bitter dad/money issues right now. it's like there 's something in the air that's causing a sudden rash of jackassery. or renewed jackassery, as the case may be. hope you get to be feeling better soon and you sleep long and peacefully and your doggy is ok.
some other people i know are having bitter dad/money issues right now. it's like there 's something in the air that's causing a sudden rash of jackassery. or renewed jackassery, as the case may be. hope you get to be feeling better soon and you sleep long and peacefully and your doggy is ok.
bugbue:
the sun shines for us all at some point. lets hope your world hits a heat wave.
trilobitten:
sounds like a good trip. i checked out the pictures. the area does look beautiful. and yay for naked swimming. 