I'm so horny right now it hurts. Hurts so good, haha.
Oh, and btw....I said it was a secret for a reason!!
I've started therapy. The lady I'm seeing is very cool, she's hip to the whole quantum physics things. We have lots of interesting things to talk about.
I've decided I'm going to move out. I still love my boyfriend, but I'm tired of... Read More
the books = good stuff. your comment made me play some. funny, i'm listening to music for a french elevator and they have a song called "of the word god"
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mind if i ask what you're going to therapy for?
you'll love it when you move out.. i've lived with a lot of people and it just gets old.
oh what is this exciting secret? it can't be that you are your doopleganger that is running around ann arbor is it?! and if you are i have already been out'd !!!!!
I've had a very frustrating past 2 weeks....our old roomie Matt moved in because his dad passed away, (who he was living with,) work has been shitty and I'm falling behind in 2 of my classes because of some software complications. Oy vey. I've been a ball of stress lately. My shoulders are so tight they're touching my ears. And I can't find pot anywhere!... Read More
Jesus fucking christ. This country is going to shit.
I'll bet you $100 that Bush declares martial law and suspends the elections, and we fall into a totalitarian dictatorship.
And even though that would suck balls, I'm really not too excited about either candidate anyway, so I feel fucked either way. McCain and Obama are both full of shit, spewing the same BS over and... Read More
ps. the urge to kill is growing, literally. I honestly feel like Im going insane when I listen to these retarded "leaders" or rather the ppl who are in charge. what pisses me off the most are 2 things:
1. the founding fathers (ppl who would probably haev been very religious) told us to seperate church and state when it came to elections, and sooooooooo many assholes have gone completely the other way at this point
2. "a government should be afraid of its people, people should not be afraid of their government" WHERE THE FUCK DID THIS GO? and how did people lose sight of it? Infuriating.
I'm in San Diego. Yay! I'm in the middle of my west coast extravaganza,which includes Phoenix (Sept. 3-7), San Diego (7-11), Portland (11-15), and then one last day in Phoenix (16..my birthday!) and then back to Ohio on the 17th. I definitely need this time to clear my head and get healthy, because I've been depressed and feeling like crap. I'm having an awesome time... Read More
I don't know what to say, do, think. I just don't know.
My best friend, Elaine, was found dead in her apartment yesterday. She took her own life.
She texted me last Monday, saying that she would be out of town for a couple days to try to clear her head, and that her phone would be off. She said not to worry.
Whoa.....thats heavy
Sorry about the loss of your best friend, it's always difficult no matter the age, but when someone leaves us so young, its so hard to not think of what the future was going to bring to life.
I think you are already holding that shining bright star and carrying her torch here in this life...because she couldnt carry it herself any longer.
You already gave her the most amazing tribute in the end. I almost felt like i knew her too...and if i was part of your world, i would have done what i could as well....Dont let go of her, i think she is counting on you and her other friends to be what she wanted to be but couldnt quite make it over the hill.
You have the memories of happier times to remember by.
Don't let it eat you up to much, you seem to have knew her well enough to understand why she did it.
It takes a while, I always raise a glass to those who have gone before us, helps me put things into perspective.
oh yeah,
ps. (again)
you had a pic of Spike from Cowboy Bebop so you have to be awesome, he's probably my favorite anime character ever, or Jin from samurai champloo. anyways you're cool
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emiloo2 said:
I'm so horny right now it hurts.
That helps me right along, too. Yikes!
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mind if i ask what you're going to therapy for?
you'll love it when you move out.. i've lived with a lot of people and it just gets old.