the past few days have been awesome.
i've been out of the house a lot...it would be a lot better if i weren't sick right now. i'm just so tired, i feel like going back to sleep as soon as i wake up.
i go to bed at 4 or 5 am and wake up around 2 in the afternoon. this is how school breaks SHOULD be. just not sick.
i really want to go to the mountains or the beach. i like the quiet and the fog of the mountains, the clean water and big rocks, all the plants and things.
i like the way the ocean sounds. the way it makes me feel so small, the way the water washes over the sand and touches my feet and i can feel all the spirits of the dead and the energy of the ocean pulling my soul out from my toes...washing it up on some other far away coast.
it's a creepy thought, and a strange sensation. i could write that more eloquently, but i'm exhausted.
also: while i'm at it, let me tell you how i hate false enthusiasm, flaky people, and people that act like friends because they want something out of you. be honest, real, and true to your word. you might get more attention being like you are, but eventually you're going to turn around to see who has your back, and all those people you thought were there won't be. TRUE friendship takes time to become concrete. so, to all those would be "jello" friends, peace, because i'm in it for the long run.
now, on that ugh note, i leave you with my wonderful kittycat. it's name is kittycat :]
it is only ugh when i'm trying to sleep and i wake up with it's teeth biting my feet.
i've been out of the house a lot...it would be a lot better if i weren't sick right now. i'm just so tired, i feel like going back to sleep as soon as i wake up.
i go to bed at 4 or 5 am and wake up around 2 in the afternoon. this is how school breaks SHOULD be. just not sick.
i really want to go to the mountains or the beach. i like the quiet and the fog of the mountains, the clean water and big rocks, all the plants and things.
i like the way the ocean sounds. the way it makes me feel so small, the way the water washes over the sand and touches my feet and i can feel all the spirits of the dead and the energy of the ocean pulling my soul out from my toes...washing it up on some other far away coast.
it's a creepy thought, and a strange sensation. i could write that more eloquently, but i'm exhausted.
also: while i'm at it, let me tell you how i hate false enthusiasm, flaky people, and people that act like friends because they want something out of you. be honest, real, and true to your word. you might get more attention being like you are, but eventually you're going to turn around to see who has your back, and all those people you thought were there won't be. TRUE friendship takes time to become concrete. so, to all those would be "jello" friends, peace, because i'm in it for the long run.
now, on that ugh note, i leave you with my wonderful kittycat. it's name is kittycat :]
it is only ugh when i'm trying to sleep and i wake up with it's teeth biting my feet.
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cookiemonster131:
i am all for the mountains, i totally understand we have been going up there alot this fall/winter. all is well and i hope you feel much better! i and cupcake just got over our sickness as well. enjoy cookie
steveneurotic:
HEE-HAW!
