to me coming from you friend is a four letter word.
my head keeps swimming from lows to highs, i've edited this entry four times now, and i want it to be happier because things now will be fine, i'm not going bring up the subject of this any longer in conversation, although it will always be in the back of my mind, i'll just...
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my head keeps swimming from lows to highs, i've edited this entry four times now, and i want it to be happier because things now will be fine, i'm not going bring up the subject of this any longer in conversation, although it will always be in the back of my mind, i'll just...
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keith:
Just friends.. that phrase cuts like a razor blade. 
hello!
today i hung out in belleville with my exboyfriend, its always so refreshing to hang out with him because he holds me in such a high regard, he thinks i'm the smartest girl in the world because i know who otep are and i knew about captain underwear and his sillypants... that's nice to me... i like feeling smart.
its so weird at my...
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today i hung out in belleville with my exboyfriend, its always so refreshing to hang out with him because he holds me in such a high regard, he thinks i'm the smartest girl in the world because i know who otep are and i knew about captain underwear and his sillypants... that's nice to me... i like feeling smart.
its so weird at my...
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keith:
wow, that guy was touchy. it would be frustrating to be the artistic relative of someone much more famous. I heard through the grapevine that I shouldn't ask Sleater-Kinney any "women in rock" questions. they never said that, though.
minsc_and_boo:
drunken comment: you are just too cute for wordss 
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i'm going home tonight, tomorrow job search for the summer, saturday surprise birthday party, sunday easter, monday adaptation.
love evolves...
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i'm going home tonight, tomorrow job search for the summer, saturday surprise birthday party, sunday easter, monday adaptation.
love evolves...
keith:
You're a busy girl! Good luck with the job hunt.
minsc_and_boo:
have a fun and safe trip 
ok well that's enough sympathy for the rest of my life
i really am just going to forget how terrible things are and move and hope the problems go away too, and if not i'll punch them in the face...
yeah everyone would be afraid of that face.
too bad i have this one... ::rawr::
anywho, i applied to be an sg, just for kicks,...
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i really am just going to forget how terrible things are and move and hope the problems go away too, and if not i'll punch them in the face...
yeah everyone would be afraid of that face.
too bad i have this one... ::rawr::
anywho, i applied to be an sg, just for kicks,...
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vim:
i like yer face.
so another downfall in my life..
my mom has a tumor in her throat,
it can be one of three possibilities,
1. its in her lymphnode, she dies.
2. its a bad tumor, she probably dies.
3. its a good tumor or some just random puss thing, she doesn't die.
so i'm a little shocked.
the funny thing is my mom told me it was...
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my mom has a tumor in her throat,
it can be one of three possibilities,
1. its in her lymphnode, she dies.
2. its a bad tumor, she probably dies.
3. its a good tumor or some just random puss thing, she doesn't die.
so i'm a little shocked.
the funny thing is my mom told me it was...
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minsc_and_boo:
:HUG:
i am sorry dear if there is anything i can do please let me know
i am sorry dear if there is anything i can do please let me know
stardustmemories:
it is sad to see your happy picture in the profile and think of how much the world is weighing down on you lately. sorry to hear about your situation.
hope it gets better. it will. promise.
hope it gets better. it will. promise.
another journal entry...
i like music.
i like boys.
i like fresh air.
i like girls.
but i like boys more.
i like shoes.
i like sex.
i like you.
i like to win.
i like cats.
i dislike i'm allergic to cats.
i dislike the heat.
i dislike feeling in second place.
i dislike sleeping.
i dislike homophones.
i dislike you.
i dislike disliking....
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i like music.
i like boys.
i like fresh air.
i like girls.
but i like boys more.
i like shoes.
i like sex.
i like you.
i like to win.
i like cats.
i dislike i'm allergic to cats.
i dislike the heat.
i dislike feeling in second place.
i dislike sleeping.
i dislike homophones.
i dislike you.
i dislike disliking....
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minsc_and_boo:
don't hate me cause i am beautiful
robodeathcat:
We are proposing a live dance performance using pre-shot video as part of the program. The video would be my department, the dancers would create their own choreography.
she has trouble acting normal when she's nervous...
i love that line, this frat house was playing an acoustic counting crows cd when i was walking back from lunch, made me dream of how i used to think college would be, people just lounging around listening to dave matthews band, the counting crows, radiohead, and rem... too bad so many people pump ja rule, that...
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i love that line, this frat house was playing an acoustic counting crows cd when i was walking back from lunch, made me dream of how i used to think college would be, people just lounging around listening to dave matthews band, the counting crows, radiohead, and rem... too bad so many people pump ja rule, that...
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minsc_and_boo:
i can put nose rings in with my tounge
not my own nose but beat that
not my own nose but beat that
exploded:
yeah, they also failed to mention the unending list of things to do. that never get done. and the constant stress and worthlessness that you feel.
oh well.
oh well.
so things seem to just be getting worse, i guess that's how it goes in life before things get better, i'm just hoping there isn't any other way they can get worser.
i think we're on the track now to making this work, no more yelling no more hate, no more unhappiness...
i just need to stop being nit-picky in my life, seriously i really...
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i think we're on the track now to making this work, no more yelling no more hate, no more unhappiness...
i just need to stop being nit-picky in my life, seriously i really...
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roamingaround:
Aww, your pic is so cute.
Damn straight you're gonna be happy. Franchise will see to that...
Damn straight you're gonna be happy. Franchise will see to that...
stardustmemories:
breathe. om. take deep breaths. fill your lungs. om.
all things must pass.
i sound like a damn hippie.
sometimes i write post-it-notes to myself with little quotes of inspiration or reflection. they don't solve my problems per se. but they help. i always keep a post-it-note up that says "start today" to remind that no matter how much i fuck up or how much things seem to bring me down, i can always start anew. (and it also reminds of the gorilla biscuits song - god, i am old). anyway.
chicago chicago.
all things must pass.
i sound like a damn hippie.
sometimes i write post-it-notes to myself with little quotes of inspiration or reflection. they don't solve my problems per se. but they help. i always keep a post-it-note up that says "start today" to remind that no matter how much i fuck up or how much things seem to bring me down, i can always start anew. (and it also reminds of the gorilla biscuits song - god, i am old). anyway.
chicago chicago.
so my day has been an utter emotional rollercoaster.
but now i'm on a high end, and it has been that way for a bit.
there was a hardcore show tonight which rocked pretty hard, but not quite hard enough for me...
i really want to see a hardcore band in a tiny venue stuffed with people there's nothing i love more than moshing in...
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but now i'm on a high end, and it has been that way for a bit.
there was a hardcore show tonight which rocked pretty hard, but not quite hard enough for me...
i really want to see a hardcore band in a tiny venue stuffed with people there's nothing i love more than moshing in...
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disappearhere:
All you gotta do is ask kiddo!
ATTENTION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
There, see I just gave you some attention. Don't you feel more complete now.
ATTENTION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
There, see I just gave you some attention. Don't you feel more complete now.
stardustmemories:
get off the rollercoaster.
get on the teacup ride. you know the one where you sit down in teacups and they spin you around? then perhaps you will be emotionally dizzy rather than high or low.
what is in decatur?
get on the teacup ride. you know the one where you sit down in teacups and they spin you around? then perhaps you will be emotionally dizzy rather than high or low.
what is in decatur?
i would like it if you wrote about me.
everyone here on suicide girls. yes, haha, i'm that much of a dominatrix, ::cracks wip::
and hey while i have you all writing about me ::tears off flesh::
yes! flesh! from many many people! how fantastic.
::throws it all away::
anywho... i still want a change. i feel like i'm in a limbo state.
i want...
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everyone here on suicide girls. yes, haha, i'm that much of a dominatrix, ::cracks wip::
and hey while i have you all writing about me ::tears off flesh::
yes! flesh! from many many people! how fantastic.
::throws it all away::
anywho... i still want a change. i feel like i'm in a limbo state.
i want...
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robodeathcat:
hmmm... what do i know about emaline... excellent taste in music... uber-cute (where did i get that word from?) ... has recently gotten radiohead tattoo ... i call her friend...
You want a new cd in particular? I reccomend the All-American Rejects, that cd is so good. Also the new Movielife is awesome.
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) ... has recently gotten radiohead tattoo ... i call her friend...
You want a new cd in particular? I reccomend the All-American Rejects, that cd is so good. Also the new Movielife is awesome.
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exploded:
thank you...