Illness sucks. Too ill to cook, feeling ready to vomit as I haven't eaten in a few days. Vicious circle. About to run out of meds which means unless I can get to see my Dr tomorrow I'll end up as a quivering wreck.
In other news, I finally decided to go buy the boots I've been lusting after for months and couldn't find them anywhere in the city ... so pretty dammit
Last nights films of insomniac choice ended up being Very Bad Things and Batman. Followed by 3 hours sleep and lots of T4. I may go brain dead.
Top 5 reasons why I'd like Batman to be my boyfriend;
(1) The Batmobile. Enough said.
(2) Bruce Wayne is ultimately a geek who has cool gadgets. I'm loving the geeks.
(3) Imagine the sex! AS a girlie who enjoys being pinned to the bed Batman would win in the macho sex stakes.
(4) Bruce Wayne is probably more screwed up than I am and too busy saving Gotham to bother trying to make my life a misery.
(5) Getting to spend the days with Alfred would be soooo cool.
It's icy outside, ultimately fun when drunk, almost always ending in a visit to A & E. Sober it makes me realise that DC's are the worst choice of footwear for winter.
The ex made me cry today. Not because I miss him. How mean is that? He wants us to be 'friends'. What he seems to be missing is the fact that as he spent a year making me feel worthless I really don't feel the need to pursue a friendship.
He sent me another email today (I'm currently getting one a day) and it made me realise that at no point has he tried to change my mind about leaving him. To him it's a huge relief as he's not prepared to deal with my 'issues' and the sheer possibility that the world doesn't revolve around him and the depression he had five years ago. It did get me to thinking though that if someone who apparentely loves me so much can't be arsed to deal then I may as well declare myself celibate. He's probably right. Inflicting myself on another human being probably is a really bad idea.
WOW - that was depressing wasn't it?!
Alan Partridge quotes in my head;
"They're sex people Lynn"
"Don't rub your fanny on me"
x
In other news, I finally decided to go buy the boots I've been lusting after for months and couldn't find them anywhere in the city ... so pretty dammit
Last nights films of insomniac choice ended up being Very Bad Things and Batman. Followed by 3 hours sleep and lots of T4. I may go brain dead.
Top 5 reasons why I'd like Batman to be my boyfriend;
(1) The Batmobile. Enough said.
(2) Bruce Wayne is ultimately a geek who has cool gadgets. I'm loving the geeks.
(3) Imagine the sex! AS a girlie who enjoys being pinned to the bed Batman would win in the macho sex stakes.
(4) Bruce Wayne is probably more screwed up than I am and too busy saving Gotham to bother trying to make my life a misery.
(5) Getting to spend the days with Alfred would be soooo cool.
It's icy outside, ultimately fun when drunk, almost always ending in a visit to A & E. Sober it makes me realise that DC's are the worst choice of footwear for winter.
The ex made me cry today. Not because I miss him. How mean is that? He wants us to be 'friends'. What he seems to be missing is the fact that as he spent a year making me feel worthless I really don't feel the need to pursue a friendship.
He sent me another email today (I'm currently getting one a day) and it made me realise that at no point has he tried to change my mind about leaving him. To him it's a huge relief as he's not prepared to deal with my 'issues' and the sheer possibility that the world doesn't revolve around him and the depression he had five years ago. It did get me to thinking though that if someone who apparentely loves me so much can't be arsed to deal then I may as well declare myself celibate. He's probably right. Inflicting myself on another human being probably is a really bad idea.
WOW - that was depressing wasn't it?!
Alan Partridge quotes in my head;
"They're sex people Lynn"
"Don't rub your fanny on me"
x
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"Your nuffin Elysia,Im gonna get my bruvva and theres gonna be some bovva,your in trouble nah you slaaaaaaaaaag"
HAHAHA fairplay it was a good comeback but"Have you got Jaff Cakes,one of those muffins,some of those flapjacks with the chocolate peices that arent really chocolate but look like they should be,give em to your dog or............an invalid"thats you that is.
Laters.