so today he wants to take a step back and be friends he wants my support and so on and so on come back for me but i dunno
i am not taking this well
how can you stand up and whatnot by taking a step back i dunno I am spent
don't comment because I am just not wanting to even think at this... Read More
So first I want to thank all of you for being there it really means alot
I have been a wreck. I miss Andrew so much and I feel for him. I only got to see him for less than a full day and it hurts. I have been keeping myself busy but I still feel like a zombie. We are still together and I... Read More
ok scroll to the first message because I can't seem to be awake enough to put them in order. Andrew contacted me yesterday and I dont know what to do. Maybe some of you darlings out there will have some advice.
the last one I got from him yesterday
I am also crushed, Every waking moment everything, thing I see, every slightest action that I... Read More
wow wylde kind of said it perfectly now didn't he?
i can imagine what you are feeling. when you give someone your everything, and this kind of thing happens, it's devastating. just realize that YOU did nothing wrong. you are an amazing woman, and an inspiration to many. i know you're sad, but just know that he needs to get his shit together, or this will just keep happening and happening. i'm not going to tell you to just move on while he figures it out, there is no way. but in the same breath, don't wait for him tiffany. you have too much to offer to someone who would cherish your heart, and never make you feel like you do now.
if you need anything, you know where i am doll.
muah
my heart has just been broken the hardest ever in my entire life. Normally I would not blog about things so personal but I need to let it out.
This week I came up here to canada to see my bf and meet his mom for the first time. Then today he was to be coming back with me to meet my family and what... Read More
All I can say is I'm sorry, there are some really terrible people in the world. My fiance's parents won't accept me because I have arthritis and sometimes have to use a wheelchair or crutches, and I have also had hip replacements which will need done again in about 15 years. This apparently makes me a terrible burden to their son. They really are the most discriminating, ignorant people but my partner is fantastic, nothing like them at all. We get through this and he stills sees them occasionally, but I don't see them at all. It doesn't bother me for me if you know what I mean but I feel awful for him as he must be torn between us both. It just doesn't get any easier, we have been together 3 years now but the situation is still the same. You just have to get on with things as best as you can and remember you are better than anyone who is small-minded, petty and, ultimately, they are the sad ones. XXX
SO I leave tonight for St.catharines again. I leave here at 8:30 pm and if I catch my buses all on time I will be there at 8:30 am fun fun.
And won't be back til friday when I come into detroit at like 2:30 pm and go to the dirty show the next day which I cannot wait.
I am in Michigan been here since the 25th. The bus ride was a nightmare but I am alive. Decided to stay in a hotel in Detroit since I missed my freakin connecting bus. Anywho Camille met me at the hotel and the next day we went to the Detroit zoo which I had been dying to go to.
There was a kick ass butteryfly... Read More
Well I woke up in mid-afternoon cause that's when it all hurts the most
I dream I never know anyone at the party and I'm always the host
If dreams are like movies, then memories are films about ghosts
You can never escape, you can only move south down the coast
Well, I am an idiot walking a tightrope of fortune and fame
I... Read More
hope you had a blast out at the SG party in baltimore!!!
and yay for you coming to ohio, a bunch of us SG people are already super excited that you may be coming to hang out! get me a date once you find that out!