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It's been a while since I sat down and wrote a blog. I have been trying to soak up the holiday time with family and shake off some of the frustration of my continued attempts to find a job. The job search is miserable, my cash flow is stagnant, and I am scraping the bottom of the barrel. Hard. I've been so discouraged, which contributes...
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skywalker6:
Very personal story but you seem to be in the right frame of mind to push past this and be ready for what is next. Remember you have the community here to have your back too
littlejohn22:
That is how I have my tea, "black like my soul" someone said it did not come black enough... I hope you find a gig soon and I can hardly wait to see your set. you have a jamming family and I wish you a Merry 2019
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I have recently begun the long and arduous journey of finding myself, including a truly remarkable awareness that the lies I believed about my self worth (or lack thereof) were just that - lies. It is truly incredible and life changing, but I find myself experiencing cognitive dissonance when it comes to the next step.

I know that I am far more attractive than I...
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eluria:
@littlejohn22 it’s not a small slump, but thank you. If sheer willpower could get me through this I’d already be in the clear. It’s not enough.
littlejohn22:
sending you positive mojo girl... i always have an ear for you here and if you need my Facebook to message me let me know