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"Update and edit your journal"

That's what it says....

*blinks*

I don't have much to say... or well I do but I can't say any of it... but I suppose I shoudl start with an apology to the people who deal with me on a daily basis...

I'm sorry I've been such an emtional goober lately.

I'm sorry I haven't listened to...
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cunninglinquist:
I t hink I may have a copy, I sent it to a friend as a suggestion. smile smile
cunninglinquist:
Of what I wanted for Christmas. wink wink
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I've heard mixed reviews about 'Big Fish' beacuse it isn't the type of movie people expect from Tim Burton.

Expecting something and recieving somethign else that is just as incredible and breath taking is by far no reason to be dissapointed.

This film hit me in a lot of ways... maybe it's because of where I am in life right now, the things I've been...
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lx:
I think I'll like the movie. I like most of the movies Ewan McGregor is in, so yea... I want to see 21 Grams. When will I have the time though?
cunninglinquist:
I do have your pic
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I went to the art museum today mmmmmm art its almost as good as pop tarts. (heh heh heh)

I also woke myself up a Ms. Hippo this morning (MWHAHAHAHA) and finally turned my application in. So yeah everyone cross their fingers and pray that I'm approved.. because honestly I dont need anymore bad shit in my life.
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anything:
my very first roommate in college was still in a long-distance relationship from high school. there's a big long series of stories i have about her cheating on him, etc.

but my answering machine was the one we used, and it had begun malfunctioning and would only play messages once.

she decided to give him a breakup note over the machine, and i was the only one there when i played it.

so there i was, scribbling away, trying to get all this shit in. i eventually gave up and just used one line.

"i'm tired of being your emotional punching bag"

i scribbled it on a note, left it on his bed, and left.

ha ha.
cunninglinquist:
Good luck
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Lifes... well pretty average for the way my life seems to go.

I think I'm tired of playing the bloody fucking martyr.

I'm not going into details... I don't wanna deal with the consequences... I don't want to deal with hurt feelings...

Right now I just want some type of emtional air bag... cause it sure as hell feels like my car of life just...
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anything:
will you be my emotional inflatable doll?
mistereel:
yikes.
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I'm such a goober...

Yesterday I got off work early because the copy machine broke down. (Yay for me boo for my hours)

I went back to my mums house, cleaned... read.. mmmm reading... it's my favorite past time when I'm alone. *blinks* err yeah... anyway... yeah.

When the parentals came home they took me out for dinner as a thankyou for watching their house......
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hippomonki:
i hope you loved spirited away! i am sorry we didn't get to watch it.. oh did you find my rings or finish the app?
nickt:
Ok but don't blame me if you get fleas.
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I probably should have went to work today... but I didn't I couldn;t bring myself to work yet another six day week. I'm pretty sure I can get what I need to get done in a decent amount of time... I'm just sooo damn tired.

Last night was fun... hot tub fun that is! With one Miss. Hippo.

We sat in the hot tub, watched...
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nickt:
How and where do I apply to be trapped in a lesbians body?

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hippomonki:
if i know buddha i have agood idea of what he is saving for the phone.. and sadly enough if i am right then i was thinking he would say it while i watched the movie too smile
as far as you not going to work you are so grounded!
you totally could have come and played with me some more!
chris brought home boxes and we even looked at a place today.. slowly the plan comes together....
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Here it is... 7:30 am ... I didn't even get home last night until 2am... and I didn't go to be until 2:40 because I was busy regergatating everything I drank and eat.

I have the most painful hangover known to mankind... ar at least I think I do.

Hell I'm spacey enough that I'm not sure I'm completly sober. Whichc isn't good since I...
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lavynia:
I can't wait to go to my first strip club, but none of my friends will go with me. But your night sounded awesome. I wish mine was, I just listened to the girls next door playing really loud country music. puke
cunninglinquist:
After a night of hard drinking and worshipping at the porcelin altar you were still drunk 5 hours later. The only way to feel better is to drink the hair of the dog, even though the dog bit you last night.
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I feel numb today. There isn't any other way to put it. I've gone thorugh all the hurt shit and tears, and its still there but it just tickles a little in a rather unplesant way. I think that makes me even more sad... but I'm not really sure. I miss.. well I miss things... people... stuff.. I dunno.

I miss being 17... *smiles* Senior...
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almostfamous:
awww frown
you're not the same person, not as you were in senior year, not that you were a minute ago, every little moment of life changes you. that doesn't have to be a bad thing though.
what you've lost, that's tougher. with me, when i've lost that thing, it's not a part of me, it's a part of someone else i'm missing. one person, one comment, can make me smile all day, and if you're lucky, you get that same person, and equally awesome comments every day. doesn't have to be a guy, or a girl, just a friend will do it. the parts of you that you think you've lost, i'm sire they're still there, they're just harded to see when you're down, you just need the right perspective to see them.
hope that helps, and as you said they help have some kisses too
kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss
unknowntrigram:
What happened? If you want to talk, I know we are not good friends, but i'm here for you. Seriously.
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It sucks to care about people... it sucks when you try your damdest to make their life better, even though it completly messes with your emotions and your life... it sucks when they stop talking to you slowly.. just little by little... and you sit back and bite your tongue till it bleeds because god knows you can't say anything about it. It sucks when...
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lx:
*sigh* Word... You are feeling me right now. All up in my world... For real yo... I hate to see it...
rskapcat74529:
I totally understand. You don't want to abandon your oldest friends, but it's depressing when you know they aren't as emotionally vested in the friendship as you. You end up feeling used.
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Since none of you wanted to answer my question anyway... except one person... thank you all mighty clown devil!

Here's an update...

I got my tattoo yesterday... the outline didn't hurt too much... the shading hurt like a fucking bitch... and I bled perfusly. Seems I have to go back for at least one touch up in two weeks because I have thin blood and...
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lx:
OK, um, you and two others mentioned "Doug". Will you share. I am dumb guy over here...

Now that is a rad tattoo.
hippomonki:
it itches like a hooker with crabs.


HAHAHAHAHAHHAHA!
ok i think i am dying inside of laughter now biggrin
oh cleaning day WHEN?????
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Okay heres a question kiddies... should make Ms. Hippo choke on her drink...

What would YOU do for a Klondike Bar?

Nothing lame people... unless lame is the most outrageouse thing you'' do for a klondike Bar.

*holds the sack o' ice cream and smiles sweetly*
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dejajeva:
AHAOAOAHAHAHAAAAAAAAAA HELP! IT HURTS!
mistereel:
aww well im glad you enjoyed it biggrin
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I've been stuck inside for the past... *Looks at a calender* 4 days... I went out last night for a few hours... it was nice... but still

IM GOING CRAAAAZY

*'s eye twitches as she looks around quickly*

Someone tell the powers that be that this isn't Alaska...

NO MORE ICE

NO MORE SNOW

YOU SUN KILLERS YOU!!!!!! mad mad
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rskapcat74529:
I would be happy with just a little snow in Texas...just a little.
rybo:
thats ok, i was still impressed