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Damn. Why do I have to be so nice and polite? I was with a woman tonight and could stop thinking about kissing her. But I never did. I was sitting there talking to her, and I couldn't help but stare at her skin. looking at her neck and chest and her beautiful face. She was very beautiful. I wanted so much more from here but I couldn't bring myself to it. It just felt wierd. I'm not the kind of guy that goes out looking for some one to bring home. And I know this woman too. We went to school together. Why do I have to be so shy?!? I know I'll see her again. Maybe time will help me. well, I'm off to bed. Hopefully the beer wont bother me in the morning. LOL. I did have fun tonight. I look forward to a second chance.