elfin

My mom called and cancelled Christmas. said we're just not doing gifts this year. She doesn't even feel like putting up the tree. No real extended family get togethers either. It's not the material part of it that gets me, they're helping me out a lot with moving in expenses and that's really sweet of them. But it's kind of weird....something's up.

I don't wanna go home.

In other news...my ex-fiance has a new gf now and she'll be in Texas while we're there as well. I'm happy for him and it breaks my heart at the same time. It's so weird to be growing apart, but at least we're growing.