so everything is ok i guess. obviously if it was awesome i would be with her but i do understand what she is going through. i went through the same shit a while ago. she wants to get her life back on track before any hard decisions are made. i get it. i do. i dont want to rush shit although i will be gone in 13 days. i knw this takes time and commitment and i'm willing to wait as long as im not the onl one in this. and i truly believe im not the ony one in it. it will work out. my question is, is it bad luck to write a "just in case something happened" letter? im going to, and not because i want to tell her i love her its because i want to really express detail. i want her to know the exact thoughts going through my mind. i want her to know that she consumes me. i want her to know that when i look at another girl i cant help but think my girl is better. i want her to know that no matter what happens i always loved her. i want her to know that if i could give her the world i would. i know this is all cliche but if you've been there you know what i'm sayin. when we are together i literally feel like i could take on the world. anyways i'm babbling now so good night.
p.s. i am never this way with girls. sometimes you just know
p.s. i am never this way with girls. sometimes you just know
Good luck in love, it is an amazing feeling but the vulnerability sucks.
Never feeling this way before makes it that much more sincere.
Write the letter.