Wednesday Aug 10, 2005

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Ive started to become someone I do not wont to be. I feel like im heading down that dark and lonesome road, that is my own personal demise. I know I have friends that care for for me but this is my problem, so I must extracate myself.

Im a million different people all at once, I dont know who I am when I am how I am. At times I feel like its too much, I dont feel suicidal just like I dont wont to do this anymore. If there is a god, why is there so much hurt and pain in this world. Why do people kill themselves, why do I feel like I wont to leave this place and never come back?
leothedriver:
hey, i just quit my job and decided, fuck it, im' gonna only do things that make me happy, i'm sick of all the bullshit, its time to start trying new shit, travel,study, start a business, i don't know, anything, if nothing else, its taught me that anyone can do anything, fuck the consequences, i have to try, i was even thinking about moving overseas for a while, why not? i spoke to a guy from work, who one day decided i want to live in L.A, so he did! for two years, got bored and came back, and he was really blazey about it, he said "that's what life's about mate, do what ever you feel like doin', its easy" so i'm gonna give it a go, you should too, when you were little what was something you thought you would do when you got older?
kittiesuicide:
I can definately understand what you're going thru. Im having problems myself battling with the bad me.
Being stuck in the middle of nowhere doesnt help either frown
I just noticed your 'into' vf! Im on there too! as aussiepunkbitch! biggrin
We gots stuff in common tongue

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