Friday Dec 09, 2005

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Well yes she was hot, as we no longer exist oh well. Im movin to brisbane! in march next year!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Weeeeee.
cazzidy:
hey how you doing? bummer that you had to work over new years. i didnt really do much for chrissie, just me, my dad and my brother sharing gifts and crap. have you and your girl broken up??

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electrocute:
Im doing good as can be, how is yourself? Yeah lots oh bullshit and roumors. Oh well, I went and saw Behemoth (Polish Death metal band) it was really good! Hope all is well. wink

Sunday Oct 16, 2005

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I have a freakin girlfriend!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yeah, um crappyness is making me not be on the internet as much as i would like but hey! Hope all are well and happy, how are you all?
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cazzidy:
Hey Babe im sooooooooo happy for you! Theres nothing better than meeting someone you just click with. Tell us how you guys met.
rys:
Yay! Partners are the best. Is she as uber hot as electrocute? They're hawt hawt HAWT love love love love

Tuesday Aug 30, 2005

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Well ive been in my room for near the past week reading, apart from the headache i got it was rather..... refreshing.

As I love to read and have'nt done so in length in a while. Fantasy novels are my favourite, they take me away (well the good ones do anyway) and I forget what a shit hole of a life this is, the people,...
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leothedriver:
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glisten:
If you live in a shit hole climb out, change it up wink What are you studying at the moment? Ive been to Mackay really briefly on my way to Brampton island when I was 15. Went scuba diving for $50, loved it biggrin

Thursday Aug 25, 2005

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I feel like shit im sick frown But I went and saw nin! It was ok, pretty average. Wich is rather sad considerinr that is the second band I have seen live, also the fact that NIN is my favourite band! confused frown confused
lowroller:
I liked NIN. The show met all my expectations.

I'm sick too blackeyed
electrocute:
Well im glad! Maybe i was just in a bad mood or something.

Thursday Aug 18, 2005

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Well, im here again. I went to mental health and they told me im fine, then told me to go to some place here to get counseling. Yippeee, (NOT). I do feel better about myself nowadays though, I got a compliment from this chick that ive liked for ages!!!! Although I dont think she'll go out with me. Wich I think would be a good...
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leothedriver:
hhmmm..unattached sex... i could go some of that!!!

Sunday Aug 14, 2005

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Im flying down to Brisbane to go see Nine Inch Nails!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK YEAH!!!! biggrin smile blush oink ooo aaa biggrin love tongue biggrin
leothedriver:
fuck yeah indeed, hope'ya have kickass time skull
electrocute:
lol, thanks mate!

Wednesday Aug 10, 2005

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Ive started to become someone I do not wont to be. I feel like im heading down that dark and lonesome road, that is my own personal demise. I know I have friends that care for for me but this is my problem, so I must extracate myself.

Im a million different people all at once, I dont know who I am when I am...
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leothedriver:
hey, i just quit my job and decided, fuck it, im' gonna only do things that make me happy, i'm sick of all the bullshit, its time to start trying new shit, travel,study, start a business, i don't know, anything, if nothing else, its taught me that anyone can do anything, fuck the consequences, i have to try, i was even thinking about moving overseas for a while, why not? i spoke to a guy from work, who one day decided i want to live in L.A, so he did! for two years, got bored and came back, and he was really blazey about it, he said "that's what life's about mate, do what ever you feel like doin', its easy" so i'm gonna give it a go, you should too, when you were little what was something you thought you would do when you got older?
kittiesuicide:
I can definately understand what you're going thru. Im having problems myself battling with the bad me.
Being stuck in the middle of nowhere doesnt help either frown
I just noticed your 'into' vf! Im on there too! as aussiepunkbitch! biggrin
We gots stuff in common tongue

Thursday Jul 21, 2005

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I fucking hate this shit hole of an existance, I poor my heart out to people showing them love and affection. What do i get in return? I get fucked over! Its so hard to be a nice person nowadays, im begining to not to trust anybody, gaurding my feelings and just not being me! I fucking hate it, but im too nice to say...
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kittiesuicide:
I really understand we're you're coming from! I get fucked over all the time and it hurts! I wish I could so hug you!! Move to melbourne! tongue
Love Kittie
leothedriver:
dude! you sound like me ! my life is so fucked right now. I've lived here for 5 years now and still have'nt made any friends, becouse everytime i get to know someone a bit they turn out to be arseholes. i just broke up with my girlfriend about two months ago, what a fucked up relationship that was, she's such a negative person, i did so much for her but it was never enough, and she not once did anything i asked her to do, she'd go out clubbin' with her friends while i stayed at home (couse i hate those places she goes, even though i begged her to stay with me) and do pills she'd have a great time with them and i got the shit job of picking up the peices the day after, all emotional and shit, crying, not sleeping for days. why should we have to be there for everyone else, when noones there for us! i'm on my own now and it has its perks but i'm hell lonely, all i want is someone to listen, and understand! mate, i totally know what your goin' through, people can be such selfish fucks they're blind to the rest of the world your not alone. i cry too sometimes.