after 8 freaking long years of waiting, i have endured too many
techincal problems to catalogue. slowly i have painstakingly and
patiently assembled all my digital gear on a tiny showstring budget.
now i finally have the gear and capablility to be able to run video.
i will be able to have moving pictures, edit clips and
burn them with dvd quality. i... Read More
Share! I've always wanted to make moving pictures! But, being the perfectionist that I am, I need at least a 3 CCD 1/2 inch 16:9 camera before I could even think of trying it. I probably don't, actually, but I have convinced myself I do.
some new information.
i had an unusual experience recently or rather
an odd perception that gave me significant comfort
in an area i was extremely concerned with for a long time.
this seemingly trival information has served as a launch
pad for some new energy and new ways of percieving.
i am still integrating...
ok--my current gripe at the moment is domain
name squatters. you know, those who buy up
all the cool domains and then proceed to do
not a damn thing with them. thus, annoying those
that have creative drive and aspirations as
well as an idea or two in thier being. such
as myself maybe...
*sigh*
what can you do?
not a damned thing.
i... Read More
Neuronaut. I like that. I've never been able to listen to books on tape and do other things at the same time. I always end up sitting down and listening. I guess I can't multitask worth a damn!
Yes, domain name squatters are evil. But I bet you can work around them if you try. They're dumb, and you're not.
I think we all need more space to breathe. Right now I'm sitting in a room surrounded by junk, papers, boxes, and unread books. My mind is in the same condition, I think. It's time to clean up the mess.
I reaally don't understand it when people send me a "friend request" when I don't even know who they are. I'm like
"what the..?"
That's like some stranger walking up to you at the busstop and saying "will you be my friend" or something equally strange.
So--- I never do it to anybody else either.
Unless, of course, like just now, when I go to click on the "bookmark me as interesting" link, and the mouse skips at the precise moment of clicking... thereby sending off the crazed man at the busstop approach.
oh well, hi.
(* I have had some awfully terrifying experiences with the sleep scenario. I think they are called night terrors, but maybe not because I've only had like 3 experiences like it in about 20 years. I wake up in the middle of the night, still in my bed, but paralyzed. I try to move but can't. I try to call out, but can't. on one occasion, I found myself in the same state, but I was actually floating about 3 feet above my bed and I couldn't get back down.
I think there is a major linkage between sleep and death, and I bet in some languages that I don't know, their word for sleep probably has some translation to do with death....*)
But,,
You are amazing artist!
I didn't call you, but I turned 33 and it was late by NYC time.
Mew! Mew! Mew! What happened to your set? Can we protest?
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