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So, giving him chocolate late at night was wrong. Yeah, he's a little cracked out. Sugar normally doesn't affect him quite so much. Bleh.

I'm super tired and very sensitive. Its the time of the month once again where I say that Mother Nature is a WHORE! I'm "late" but what does that mean? Not much in my world. It could simply mean that my body is still out of whack. I am a retard and haven't been taking the Vitex to regulate me. Just got bad about taking supplements.. which are now more important seeing how I'm vegetarian and need B12. So today is Day 2 in my new regime of vitamin taking. So far so good. Anyhow.. I go do some work for my midwife Monday so I'll probably test then. Can't afford a test right now. Normally I carry a stock of them. I pay like $12 or less for like 25 tests. Pretty funny, huh? Anyway. I'm feeling tired and crappy so lets just hope thats a GOOD sign. I've been very sad lately about not having another baby. I'm so beyond ready. I almost started crying holding my friend's baby. He is adorable and I'm SO happy for her, but Marshall was there (my son) and he just was all lovey and gentle with the baby. He talks about me having a baby all the time (has for months now) and I think he's ready for a sibling. I just think its the right time.. Plus, if Brett gets this job he just might miss all the crazy bitchiness that the first 3 months just may bring. *crosses fingers*

Did I mention I started my yoga class? I LOVE it!