I'm feeling a bit better since my last post... I still want to lose weight so I don't hate myself so much.. I FEEL my health declining.. ya know? it sucks ass. I need to get more exercise. I couldn't do much before because of my back problems and then I couldn't do anything after the reduction.... and now I just need to get off my ass and move.. Easier said than done.. you gain more weight the harder it is to move, the harder it is to move the harder it is to lose weight... viscious circle.
Anyway.. I still stick by the idea that I have a pretty face. I just need to acheive the pretty body to go with
Man, if I can even just get back down to a 16 I'll be happy. how many pounds is that... 20-30lbs of fat to lose to get back down there. And I'll feel physically MUCH better. 
My ideal is about a size 10.
I want to get someone to take flattering pictures of me. I know it can be done.. dammit!
Anyway.. I still stick by the idea that I have a pretty face. I just need to acheive the pretty body to go with
Man, if I can even just get back down to a 16 I'll be happy. how many pounds is that... 20-30lbs of fat to lose to get back down there. And I'll feel physically MUCH better. My ideal is about a size 10.
I want to get someone to take flattering pictures of me. I know it can be done.. dammit!
koleeta:
I'm on the same boat kid.