so, the people around me think I'm great. I wonder why. I think if they really knew me they'd hate me.
People online seem to ignore me. Am I just too boring? Is it that bitch side of me that seems to elude those in my real life? ::shrug:: I don't know.
I'm bugged. The thing thats bugging me? I saw many wedding pictures and I look SO FAT. I know that is such a girl thing to say but its true. I honestly don't mind being on the heavy side. Even size 16 isn't too terrible.. But I'm a 20 now. and I hated my wedding pictures.. I've been on the verge of crying the last day and a half from looking at my pictures. What the fuck happened? My husband keeps on giving me excuses. Celexa, surgery, etc. Whatever..... ::sigh:: oh well. Don't worry, I'm not looking for pity... just venting.
People online seem to ignore me. Am I just too boring? Is it that bitch side of me that seems to elude those in my real life? ::shrug:: I don't know.
I'm bugged. The thing thats bugging me? I saw many wedding pictures and I look SO FAT. I know that is such a girl thing to say but its true. I honestly don't mind being on the heavy side. Even size 16 isn't too terrible.. But I'm a 20 now. and I hated my wedding pictures.. I've been on the verge of crying the last day and a half from looking at my pictures. What the fuck happened? My husband keeps on giving me excuses. Celexa, surgery, etc. Whatever..... ::sigh:: oh well. Don't worry, I'm not looking for pity... just venting.
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Oh poo!