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I went to a jazz BBQ today.
These guys are all jazz musicians the BBQs are always a great time. But, there's always something a little off about them.
Everyone who comes to these things are musicians, and, moreover, they play nothing gut jazz. They talk about nothing but the jobbing bands they work with, terrible charts, terrible gigs and people who just can't play....
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4 new tattoos and a piercing all in under 2 weeks.
Do I have a problem?
Am I a hype if the needle isn't full of smack?
Or, am I just in it for the pain?
!!!EM PLEH
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hotcurry:
So sad to hear about your friends narrowminded ways. Although music is not something that my circle of friends sees eye to eye on frequently, we have all been able to learn from each other's interests and dabble in genres we would otherwise never listen to.

When do I get to see pictures of your latest tattoos and piercings?
flick:
I just took that about an hour ago.... I like that one best.
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Today has been one of those days that seemed really busy, though I didn't actually do much.

I woke up to a phone call from an X. It looks like I'm gonna be going out to Portland to visit her and her fiance in the next month or so. It'll be my first time there and the first time I've seen her since they got...
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kiva:
hey there,
wow
so i am in Indy tonight frown Golly I hate it here!
Talk to you soon,
k
kiva:
I keep saying I am gonna get some ink done while I am in chicago...but I just never leave the airport...
I really miss living there...good damn times!
yup indy sux...but hey, it pays the bills.
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Thanks to all who sent birthday tidings.
27 brings a lot of pressure. I have to become famous, OD and die this year. At least I'll be able to relax, then.
I get tattooed every year on my birthday. This year was a fucking nightmare. This guy works on me from time to time, and has done some Horta stencil work for me thatt I've...
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hotcurry:
hmmm... weird. I didn't receive the email. The pic must be HUGE. wink My inbox is nowhere near full though. If it's not going through to cellulloyd@hotmail.com then you can try hotcurryemail@yahoo.com. Thanks again and I hope you are healed and well. kiss
flick:
Les Paul special with p100s, but he ( no it is not actually my guitaar,) will soon put seymour duncans ip90s in it. There ya go. wink
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My life has been invaded by the psycosis and drama of others on too regular a basis for too long. I'm just getting too fucking old for this. Tense, petty, frantic people need no longer apply for a place in my life. As such, I've gone on vacation this weekend. I'm in my house burning a couple dozen CDs for the people in my life...
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kiva:
thank you. Yup it's hard...but I love it.
I am trying to figure out a way to make visa work...maybe paypal or another billing company.
If you haven't seen the site lately, come check it out. I think you will be pleased.
xoxo
kiva
twwly:
JASON AND VINNIE COME BAAAAAAAAAACK!!!
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Crazy-ass Xs. Gotta love 'em.
I got a rediculous lecture from one of mine tonight. She's re-dedicated herself to an old flame and felt compelled to call me and tell me that, as a result, she didn't think we should talk anymore. She used to lie to him and cheat on him constantly, but, now thats all in the past (Saturday). A few nights ago...
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nic:
Ha, I love FLCL. It's bonkers.
al:
I get to determine everything about the set: location, theme, clothing, colors, everything (within reason). My last one was sorta thrown together at the last minute because LP really wanted to shoot me and I didn't have anything to wear. The chair was his idea, but if I hadn't liked it we would have done something else.
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My heart is all tied in knots. It doesn't feel quite as nice as it sounds, either. My x is back in the same destructive relationship she goes back to each and every time she feels lost and alone. He's one of these furry, toothless, insecure guys who waits until she's in a low or weakened position (this time, she just had surgery) and swoops...
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Today, the reflection of my life that greets me in the mirror is a little too vivid. Those days happen. I'm really feeling for my mom today, because, for her, its not just Mother's Day. Today is also my dad's birthday. Every other year, that has been a day for relaxation, decadence and merriment. This year, things are different because my dad died suddenly last...
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cruelty:
Hey - Thanks for at least responding to my post. It was cool. There is a waitress that I'm pretty infatuated with that was working tonight, and after her shift she bought me a drink and we chatted for a while. God, she would be a BEAUTIFUL addition to this site.
ANYWAY, how would you feel about me asking you to be a reference for the SG Chicago group?? I know you hardly know me and all, but I'm a decent guy who would love to chat w/ some local people on this site. Something to think about...

Cheers
fdnymedic:
hey bro...thanks...nice to meet ya
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you may have to go back and read the last journal entry to get all of the backstory here.

i feel like i've lived 200 lifetimes in the 9 days since i posted the letter from the previous post. given the last trauma-induced entry, i feel as though there must be a follow-up. like i said, that was about 200 lifetimes ago.

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twwly:
Our healthcare might be paid for, but that doesn't mean it's quality.
nic:
Wow, that sounds like a lot of dramatics in a very short space of time! I hope you and your ladyfriend can patch things up properly, and that thug gets eaten by a lion.

Thankyou very much for what you wrote in my journal. It made me feel a lot better.
In a way, I can rationalize Jon's death because he was always an adventurer, and death is supposed to be the big unknown adventure for us all. If anyone was equipped to explore the unknown, its him.

Fucker is probably paddling his canoe up the River Styx as we speak.
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today, my girlsriend's x called her out of nowhere and proposed to her. she said yes. you know those moments where you just wish you could get angry, but for whatever reason you can't..... actually loving someone is a bitch, eh? i wrote her this a couple of hours after she told me.

imagine us - someplace sunny and warm, leaning gently into our quiet...
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ivy:
Jesus. You put it all beautifully, but your girl is an asshole.
audio:
you have a great understanding of the human state i think.

and as for what ivy said, i for one don't know her but i do know enough not to judge.

i will say that you're stronger than most.

so.

how was saturday then?