I know long time no post. I know. Well I am moved. I now live in a apartment in West Sac and the house is officially not our problem anymore! 
The apartment is nice and it is close to work for me. It is a two bedroom so my wife and I each get a room to make our own.
Have had a few thing socially going on. A wedding, a graduation, and we had a friend from the bay come and stay with us for a few days with her new baby! And I have been doing a lot of karaoke lately. What can I say I like to sing.
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So as some of you may know, my wife and I are in a open relationship. It is complicated but does feel natural for us. I love my wife, but she is so in another place right now and has no desire for intimacy or even cuddling. I am a big cuddler and need that physical part of a relationship. Hell I hug people I have just met. I feel lonely. I am in an open relationship so I do have options. But most of the women I know are monogamous and dating them is not an option. So I have to start from scratch. My problem is I have a real hard time reading women. And I am pretty shy at making advances on them (one of the things I really hate about myself). And then I have to broach the subject of my relationship. That usually shuts things down quickly. And sometimes they are not nice about it. I had one girl come up to me and start the conversation. Eventually she asked if I was single. I explained my situation and she said "Well don't talk to me unless you are single" and walked off. ARG!
I give up.
The apartment is nice and it is close to work for me. It is a two bedroom so my wife and I each get a room to make our own.
Have had a few thing socially going on. A wedding, a graduation, and we had a friend from the bay come and stay with us for a few days with her new baby! And I have been doing a lot of karaoke lately. What can I say I like to sing.
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So as some of you may know, my wife and I are in a open relationship. It is complicated but does feel natural for us. I love my wife, but she is so in another place right now and has no desire for intimacy or even cuddling. I am a big cuddler and need that physical part of a relationship. Hell I hug people I have just met. I feel lonely. I am in an open relationship so I do have options. But most of the women I know are monogamous and dating them is not an option. So I have to start from scratch. My problem is I have a real hard time reading women. And I am pretty shy at making advances on them (one of the things I really hate about myself). And then I have to broach the subject of my relationship. That usually shuts things down quickly. And sometimes they are not nice about it. I had one girl come up to me and start the conversation. Eventually she asked if I was single. I explained my situation and she said "Well don't talk to me unless you are single" and walked off. ARG!
I give up.
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trekka:
Aw thank you! You're so sweet.
z3nbyte:
First time I ever that I've actually had a primary during Pride. Usually I am the unicorn or am working so much that I just fall over from exhaustion without having a chance to really connect with anyone. It was wonderful to have her there with me, to be able to smile and smooch while doing safety as the dykes on bikes flew past us and hooted and hollered.
