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Friday Apr 02, 2004

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No, no, no, no, no. Not interested. Not. Fucking. Interested.

Sometimes I just wonder what the fuck is wrong with the world, mainly, say, when you just want to have your fun and not interrupt anybody's business. That's all I want.

No. Fucking. Drama.

Of course, a good portion of drama is the fact that you accept that it's drama. I just need to chill. It's only 12:30, I don't really drink, and I want children's cough syrup (aka Jagermeister).

I hate feeling the angst. Isn't that supposed to be reserved for teenagers? I either need to dance the fuck out of this feeling, or break shit. And what will I have to say after the latter?

"I felt like destroying something beautiful."

The fucking check from work I turned in exactly a week ago still hasn't cleared, let alone been acknowledged. I have $2.75 to my name. FUCK.

On a better note: I'm writing a song. Since I have no access to any instruments, let alone know how to play anything outside a piano, it's going to suck. But I am a geek and do love writing the music down on staff paper, correct notation and all.

All right, sick of writing. Off for a smoke. Have a good weekend.
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soma__:
not getting checks cleared for money I desperately need ASAP sucks. blarg. I wish you the best in your endeavors, musically and otherwise. Are ya making good use of those straws?? (oh that sounded dirty perhps wink)
Apr 2, 2004
soma__:
I thought I should tell you for time number deux that your profile pic is smokin'! imagine me saying this in the voice of Lois Griffin from Family GUy..... oo and I totally remember reading rainbow with levar burton... o the memories
Apr 2, 2004

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