Life. What to say about it.
Do you ever have a day where you just feel ugly? Not depressed, or down on yourself...you just look in the mirror and your eyes jump back in your head, and no amount of make-up will make it look right.
Like I ever use make-up, anyway. Which is kind of a nice thing, when you do look in the mirror and feel like a million (foetuses developing. Foetuses--foeti?).
My life currently consists mostly of feeling groovy, quick bouts of self-doubt and depression, printmaking (gouging fingers included), coloring comics pages, and fuckin' sleeping when I can. Lately I've been trying to get some shirts silkscreened and find some person down here who's cool enough to fucking draw these scripts for me. Scripts for short 2-6 page comics that I've had sitting around for...years. Net's the next biggest place.
Y'know, I've been trying to get these sculptures started for four months, and haven't found the time to even roll a piece of clay between my hands. Every time I get on the computer I want to find out what all you fine people are up to, and all I can do is glance at the latest set and then hop into bed. Or color a page. Or go to the print lab and press some etchings or whatever pictures I'm assigned into an edition.
Oh, really, it's lots of fun. I just can't wait till Spring Break.
Not to mention all the suffering that accompanies relationships. (And the joy, but one tends to overshadow the other sometimes.)
Comics Art Forum started today. Got to have a workshop with Linda Medley, and tomorrow with David Mazzuchelli. Had portfolio reviews with the two, too. Geeky profession of joy.
Hope you loves have been doing well/up to no good.
P.S. I must be losing it, because I keep looking at pictures of people marrying back home and crying my eyes out.
APPEND: I was crying because it moved me. Ahem.
Actually, a lot of things have been making me cry lately. Really good...and really bad. Mmmmwah.
Do you ever have a day where you just feel ugly? Not depressed, or down on yourself...you just look in the mirror and your eyes jump back in your head, and no amount of make-up will make it look right.
Like I ever use make-up, anyway. Which is kind of a nice thing, when you do look in the mirror and feel like a million (foetuses developing. Foetuses--foeti?).
My life currently consists mostly of feeling groovy, quick bouts of self-doubt and depression, printmaking (gouging fingers included), coloring comics pages, and fuckin' sleeping when I can. Lately I've been trying to get some shirts silkscreened and find some person down here who's cool enough to fucking draw these scripts for me. Scripts for short 2-6 page comics that I've had sitting around for...years. Net's the next biggest place.
Y'know, I've been trying to get these sculptures started for four months, and haven't found the time to even roll a piece of clay between my hands. Every time I get on the computer I want to find out what all you fine people are up to, and all I can do is glance at the latest set and then hop into bed. Or color a page. Or go to the print lab and press some etchings or whatever pictures I'm assigned into an edition.
Oh, really, it's lots of fun. I just can't wait till Spring Break.
Not to mention all the suffering that accompanies relationships. (And the joy, but one tends to overshadow the other sometimes.)
Comics Art Forum started today. Got to have a workshop with Linda Medley, and tomorrow with David Mazzuchelli. Had portfolio reviews with the two, too. Geeky profession of joy.
Hope you loves have been doing well/up to no good.
P.S. I must be losing it, because I keep looking at pictures of people marrying back home and crying my eyes out.
APPEND: I was crying because it moved me. Ahem.
Actually, a lot of things have been making me cry lately. Really good...and really bad. Mmmmwah.
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jsinxxx:
in reply to you comment in my journal...I am getting a graffitti more done on a graffitti tatto that runs from wriest to elbow.It says sober and pics will be posted when done 
funkythensum:
Hi Ed yep i'm cool still busy and newly single 
that's life I guess so i'm getting on with it. Really enjoying making music and being creative in my "spare" time. Echo who is definatly one of my most favorite suicide girls sent me a freind request relpy today so that made today a happy day *dance round like an idiot* Yah. take easy for good luck with all the plan. Be cool if you could put some pics of your work in your profile be good to see the stuff your doing
that's life I guess so i'm getting on with it. Really enjoying making music and being creative in my "spare" time. Echo who is definatly one of my most favorite suicide girls sent me a freind request relpy today so that made today a happy day *dance round like an idiot* Yah. take easy for good luck with all the plan. Be cool if you could put some pics of your work in your profile be good to see the stuff your doing