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HI. I suck and must amass my thanks for any compliments in the last entry here.

So those landlords and appraisers came, spent all of a minute in here, then left. Fuuuuck? Why did I even bother cleaning up...that much. Oh well. At least I'm not tripping over anything when I walk, now.

I am. Still in. A good mood. I hurt. A lot. I went to the gym the day before, and I haven't done jack or shit besides some random running and some yoga in the past few months, and holy shit did it hurt.

It hurts really bad, now. Not to mention I also got my period last night. So, you know. It just adds to the joy.

I am at a crossroad in my life right now, and I only have a few days to straighten myself out.

I do not, I repeat, do not want to spend another year at this god forsaken school.

But.

I found out that in the beginning of January, my sister and some people back home are going a trip to China.

Now I've been to China. Toured all the old palaces and what not, ate bad food, frustrated that Mandarin is a far cry from Cantonese.

Only, this time they'll be going to Southern China, where my family is actually from. And if you know what village you're family's from, and they have time, they'll stop by.

How fucking cool is that? I doubt I'll ever get the chance to do this again. But still, I'm stuck in the middle of debating, because I really hate this forsaken fucking city and want to get out of it ASAP.

Ugh. Time to think on this one.

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