echofonic

dear girl,


this sucks.

goddamnit, just tell him how you really feel and dont hold back.

what's the use in having so much respect for somebody's feelings when they can't even be bothered to hide the fact that theyve chosen to ignore yours? how many different ways do you have to spell it out for him before he finally gets the picture?

i know that a whole lot has changed from the time when these plans were made to the time that they finally came to fruition, and i know that because of bonds once formed and promises made, you feel a sense of obligation to see this through. i respect your sensitivity as much as i admire your patience, but really - enough is enough. taking advantage of your good nature and allowing it to feed his fantasy is no way to return your friendship and hospitality. he's already proven himself to be both disrespectful of your personal space and willfully ignorant of your feelings. friends like that you don't need.

so enough already: i'm sick of this, and youre nearing the end of your rope. i'm tired of having to look at those pictures when i just want to look at your page. i'm tired of not knowing what to say here, and of feeling that even my silence speaks volumes. im tired of how nobody here but you seems to know what to say to me but mostly i'm tired of not talking to you. i hate not being with you.

i miss you, goddamnit. end this and come home.

xo,

- damon