echofonic

what the fuck is it about being 28-30? why is it that everything, and i mean absolutely everything, comes out of the woodwork and forces you to have to deal with it? not that i have a problem when it comes to dealing with serious things in my life... or rather, not that i thought i had a problem with it. but that's just the tip of my current iceburg.

are you in your early to mid 20's? got anything that you've been putting off? think hard; maybe it's that friendship that's long lost its luster, but you just don't know how to say how you really feel now, so you just keep putting on that same old face, pretending that it still feels like it used to feel. maybe it's that dream of a better life that's been on the back burner for so long that simply stirring that pot has become a part of your daily routine. maybe you've had a few serious relationships by now, and none of them have really worked out like you wanted them to, and you're not exactly sure why...

well, hear this and believe it: keep putting those things off and they'll come back to bite you in the ass, and they won't let go until you deal with every last little bit of them. what's more, they all come at once, right along with the nearly overwhelming ability to see and understand yourself more clearly than you ever have before.

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ok. so that was really jumbled and maybe a bit too heavy. i didn't even go back to see if it all makes sense or fits together well. to be honest, i had no idea that i was going to sit down here and rant like this... but there ya go. this is part of where i am in my head these days.