echofonic

there are few things that i hate more than having my private life subjected to public scrutiny...

which is only one of the reasons why i feel so shitty (not to mention stupid) about having done exactly that - not only to myself, but to two other people as well - one of which i dearly love, and the other whom i barely know.

to...
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dear girl,


this sucks.

goddamnit, just tell him how you really feel and dont hold back.

what's the use in having so much respect for somebody's feelings when they can't even be bothered to hide the fact that theyve chosen to ignore yours? how many different ways do you have to spell it out for him before he finally gets the picture?

i know that...
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i'm really looking forward to not being this broke. working seven days a week is a drag, but doing two weeks of that in a row reallyreally sucks.



raise your hand if you read this page.

yeah, so now i'm awake.




and i sure as fuck hope i feel better about this tomorrow.

going to a show tonight. Califone @ the BOTH. check them out - they're excellent. if you have the chance, i highly recommend that you come on down.

if you do, i'll see you there.

a new journal entry is in the works...

'till then i'll stay silent, 'cause i've got too much to say.

so much to say,
so much to say,
so much to say...

Tonight, juliana and i hop a JetBlue redeye bound for NYC. I'm so fucking excited - there's no place I'd rather go right now, and no one else I'd rather be there with.

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Some things I want to do while on vacation:

- find a new pair of shoes.

- buy a...
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My father and i have been discussing politics lately. It's been interesting, and at times a bit tense, because although we're very similar in many different ways (which tends to totally freak me out), to say that we have very different social, moral, and political views is the understatement of the century. We rarely ever agree on political issues... but he wrote something to me...
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i've been having a lot of trouble communicating lately. it's as if my thoughts come too many too quickly, and as i speak new parallels reveal themselves, like a spiderweb spun up and sped up on film. i try to keep up, because i want to tell you everything, and my newly-numbed fingers fumble with the threads.

...but none of this seems to matter when...
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i promise that someday really soon i'll find the time to type here and tell you how absolutely fucking amazing you are to me.

...'till then you'll have to be content with phone calls like the one we're having right now.

so - i've been under my kitchen sink putting in a new faucet since 4pm this afternoon (okay, okay - i took 1-1/2 hours off somewhere in there so's i could eat, but still...). fixing plumbing in an old house is never as simple as it ought to be - fixing one problem either presents or creates another.

get this: presently i've got rockin' water...
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what the fuck is it about being 28-30? why is it that everything, and i mean absolutely everything, comes out of the woodwork and forces you to have to deal with it? not that i have a problem when it comes to dealing with serious things in my life... or rather, not that i thought i had a problem with it. but that's just the...
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