i'm getting tattooed tomorrow morning. bright-n-early in the city - 10am with sam at black-n-blue tattoo.
i've been a bit apprehensive about it all weekend - not being completely done with the drawings, and wavering on the placement - but now the drawings are done, and i'm p.s.y.c.h.e.d!
so now it's time to go into the bathroom, strip, and hold the drawings to my body....
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i've been a bit apprehensive about it all weekend - not being completely done with the drawings, and wavering on the placement - but now the drawings are done, and i'm p.s.y.c.h.e.d!
so now it's time to go into the bathroom, strip, and hold the drawings to my body....
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time for a new journal entry.
although my present situation is pretty mcuh the same as when i last posted, my outlook is much more positive.
"when you've got nuthin', you've got nuthin' to lose"
...it's true, but i've got so much - still, i feel that things are gonna be okay.
pretty lonely these days, though. everyone i love is either busy, or far...
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although my present situation is pretty mcuh the same as when i last posted, my outlook is much more positive.
"when you've got nuthin', you've got nuthin' to lose"
...it's true, but i've got so much - still, i feel that things are gonna be okay.
pretty lonely these days, though. everyone i love is either busy, or far...
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juliana:
::grin::
... well, i'm back home.
It's sure nice to be here. I waved to where i thought your apt might be as we floated past in the air... that was at about 5:50 on friday. were you at home?
... well, i'm back home.
It's sure nice to be here. I waved to where i thought your apt might be as we floated past in the air... that was at about 5:50 on friday. were you at home?
snow:
stupid beer commercial with gravity in it........grrrrr.
okay i'm over it
okay i'm over it
time's running out, and i'm still just barely started. i didn't believe what they were saying about today's tight job market, but i sure as hell do now.
papawheelie:
yo. I'm trying to get an east bay event together here.
it's another early morning here on Beaudry St. the toilet downstairs is still running. its high-pitched, hollow tone a distracting drone as i brush my teeth and look out into the courtyard below. suki winds herself up around my feet and ankles, fussing and meowing, as if it's possible that i haven't already noticed her. she hates to see the bottom of her bowl.
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juliana:
More stories = Happy J.
P.S. I'd better not be ousted from Loftiest of Lofty Positions when I get back
I can't tell you what I'd do to get it back if that happens...
P.S. I'd better not be ousted from Loftiest of Lofty Positions when I get back
I can't tell you what I'd do to get it back if that happens...it's sink-or-swim time. i can't remember the last time that i was this financially fucked. it's getting harder to concentrate as each day slips by without my being any closer to having steady income. rent's due in 6 days and i'm starting to wonder if i'll be able to pay it on time. or at all, even. i'm sick with this.
it's times like these,...
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it's times like these,...
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midori:
Come be my pool boy. True, I can't pay you. True, I don't have a pool, but at least you'll feel better. I know I will...
In all seriousness, little homie, things get scary all the time and we always come out on top. We are capable of amazing feats of survival...just don't let the fear paralyze you, and keep being creative about what comes next. I can tell you're special, so I know you won't drown. My thoughts are definitely with you, as is my confidence that you'll pull through.
xoxoxo
In all seriousness, little homie, things get scary all the time and we always come out on top. We are capable of amazing feats of survival...just don't let the fear paralyze you, and keep being creative about what comes next. I can tell you're special, so I know you won't drown. My thoughts are definitely with you, as is my confidence that you'll pull through.
xoxoxo
biffy:
Those could have been my words exactly, except that I'm not much of a worrier. We are also in the deepest financial water we've ever been in (see my fantasy in my profile) and neither of us are employed at the moment (although I start a temporary job in a week or so). It affects my husband a lot more than it does me, he's very much a worrier. He's more stressed out than I've ever seen him. THAT's what gets to me. His being stressed out stresses me out.
Anyway, I always find that things tend to have a way of working out. Live in the moment. Maybe that's my problem. Maybe I live in the moment TOO much and don't think enough about the future... Hmmmm...
Anyway, I always find that things tend to have a way of working out. Live in the moment. Maybe that's my problem. Maybe I live in the moment TOO much and don't think enough about the future... Hmmmm...
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drink up baby, stay up all night
with the things you could do, you won't but you might
the potential you'll be that you'll never see
the promises you'll only make
drink up with me now and forget all about the pressure of days
do what i say and i'll make you okay and drive them away
the images stuck in your head
the...
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drink up baby, stay up all night
with the things you could do, you won't but you might
the potential you'll be that you'll never see
the promises you'll only make
drink up with me now and forget all about the pressure of days
do what i say and i'll make you okay and drive them away
the images stuck in your head
the...
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juliana:
hey you.
got yer message just now; my phone died today cos i fell asleep on the couch last night and didn't get a chance to recharge it.
i'm burnt inside today. through and through... wish i could talk to you. (no answer when i rang.)
my phone should work in a few minutes. i'll try again then.
got yer message just now; my phone died today cos i fell asleep on the couch last night and didn't get a chance to recharge it.
i'm burnt inside today. through and through... wish i could talk to you. (no answer when i rang.)
my phone should work in a few minutes. i'll try again then.
juliana:
ps guiliana wants a new story.
+++++++++++++ SUKI CAME BACK!!! +++++++++++
i got up from my computer this morning and walked into my washroom...and there she was - with her back to me, sitting on the windowsill and looking out into the courtyard below. she turned to look at me as i entered. i was in shock, and said her name as if to make sure that it was really her....
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i got up from my computer this morning and walked into my washroom...and there she was - with her back to me, sitting on the windowsill and looking out into the courtyard below. she turned to look at me as i entered. i was in shock, and said her name as if to make sure that it was really her....
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biffy:
Aw, that's so sweet about yer cat. I'm a cat lover myself, we have three of them.
How I ended up in ol' Lawrence... I'm actually from Canada, met my husband on line (of course, he was not my husband back then!), fell in love, and the rest is, well, you know. We're actually both ready to move on, but haven't decided where to go. What made you move to CA?
How I ended up in ol' Lawrence... I'm actually from Canada, met my husband on line (of course, he was not my husband back then!), fell in love, and the rest is, well, you know. We're actually both ready to move on, but haven't decided where to go. What made you move to CA?
midori:
Hahahaa. Touche.
And I understood the translation, I just thought it was funny how it translated. But the point was clear. J'aime en levrette aussi.
Bises, Mlle. Midori
And I understood the translation, I just thought it was funny how it translated. But the point was clear. J'aime en levrette aussi.
Bises, Mlle. Midori
i just wrote a huge journal entry and then lost it all by hitting the backspace key. fuck.
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juliana:
I know you know what my answer to that is.
Still, I'd like to see what would happen if I said otherwise.
Just how far would you go to persuade me to arrive at Yes?
Still, I'd like to see what would happen if I said otherwise.
Just how far would you go to persuade me to arrive at Yes?
monica:
its true its true, i'm a nerd. and i poop everywhere.
it's been three days now since i last saw my cat. it's not like she's not used to going outside - every door of mine has a door in it for her as well. i've always thought of our living situation as rather equal - it's a lot like we share this apartment...but in the end she's still my only one and she's never stayed...
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samantha:
thank god they don't make them like they used to! *shudder*
tom robbins was onto something... there is something about beets. they're like candy...
tom robbins was onto something... there is something about beets. they're like candy...
juliana:
Something new to read in the morning? You're likely already gone to work by now! It's Noon o' clock.
Still asleep, I am. Woke up cos my roommie left me a message saying his phonebook AND his sketchbook got stolen and he needed the phone company's number to set up our landline. poor byron... he doesn't have a cellphone, either, so i know he called me from a payphone somewhere.
I think I must have just gone to bed when you sent that post. How come it wasn't there, though, when I checked in again at 3? :::pout:::
Chat later today. "Thank you for calling Downtown Kinko's..." You know el nombre.
Still asleep, I am. Woke up cos my roommie left me a message saying his phonebook AND his sketchbook got stolen and he needed the phone company's number to set up our landline. poor byron... he doesn't have a cellphone, either, so i know he called me from a payphone somewhere.
I think I must have just gone to bed when you sent that post. How come it wasn't there, though, when I checked in again at 3? :::pout:::
Chat later today. "Thank you for calling Downtown Kinko's..." You know el nombre.
it's been a strange day. woke up late to a silent world. the mist and fog that's settled all around my house seems to have blocked out even the quietest of noises. there's no breeze - no rustling of leaves - no creaking footfalls from the steps outside...not even a bird chirping outside....
...and it's just what i've been hoping for these last few weeks....
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...and it's just what i've been hoping for these last few weeks....
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juliana:
Niiice profile.
...Givvus another story, willya? Want to go to bed with some different music in my ears.
...Givvus another story, willya? Want to go to bed with some different music in my ears.
midori:
Si seulement j'avais des copies de mes images, je vous donnerais le mien pour le vtre. Malheureusement, seulement SG a elles, et il y a une rgle ce sujet. Je vous taquine au sujet des Suicide Boys, quoi qu'il en soit. Pas que je pense ne devrait pas le faire...
Edited to say also, "yay points!" and I will most definietely look out for your cat, although if she thought to wander into East Oakland, I suspect she's supper by now. And if she managed to get into my back yard, it was probably my dog's supper. That or he humped her to death. If you don't find her, I feel resposible now. I'll take you to the SPCA to get a new one.
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Edited to say also, "yay points!" and I will most definietely look out for your cat, although if she thought to wander into East Oakland, I suspect she's supper by now. And if she managed to get into my back yard, it was probably my dog's supper. That or he humped her to death. If you don't find her, I feel resposible now. I'll take you to the SPCA to get a new one.
[Edited on Jul 13, 2003]
i used to have this place that i'd go to every morning when i'd wake. i'd stumble out of bed and start a pot of coffee brewing, brush my teeth and stretch, and pull on some pajama bottoms and a dirty rock t-shirt. then i'd pour myself a strong black cup in my favorite mug, sit down at my desk, light up a cigarette, and...
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nestor:
hey I'm bored, what are you doing tonight?
obsidity:
Oui. Et le singe est...le singe est dissparu!
so THAT'S what you're doing today. lucky, lucky, lucky!!!... i hate you! (in a very good way, though, i assure you)
and i can't wait to see them. after they stop bleeding, of course...