Haven't beeb around in a while. Just doing a lot of school. My classes are at night so I sleep all day. Not good. I should be going to auditions. Don't really feel ready but when is anyone really ready.

I'm in cali right now visiting my mom. She had a stroke a few days before my musical showcase, She hasn't seen me perform in 2 years. She's doing ok, I just wish I could stay here and take care of her. But I know she wants me to finish school and I do too.

I haven't been in cali since xmas. It's so sunny and hot and pretty I got a cold from it. I'm used to gloomy NY.