so friday morning.
i was crafty.
i was prepared.
i bought the her a bouquet of gerbera daisies thursday evening.
and cut them all and whatnot so i could just go straight in and put them on her desk.
but i get there, to discover the vase is now missing.
shitshitshit.
luckily, i had filled my old nalgene with plant food and hot water before...
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i was crafty.
i was prepared.
i bought the her a bouquet of gerbera daisies thursday evening.
and cut them all and whatnot so i could just go straight in and put them on her desk.
but i get there, to discover the vase is now missing.
shitshitshit.
luckily, i had filled my old nalgene with plant food and hot water before...
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it's still there!
whee!! it's still there!!
oh happy day!
i was so sad when i went in on monday and the flowers were gone.
and then i didn't see her for a few days and being my paranoid self,
thought that she was all freaked out and switched desks or something.
clearly, i build things up in my head far too much.
to a...
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whee!! it's still there!!
oh happy day!
i was so sad when i went in on monday and the flowers were gone.
and then i didn't see her for a few days and being my paranoid self,
thought that she was all freaked out and switched desks or something.
clearly, i build things up in my head far too much.
to a...
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terdferguson:
She's probably debating on that, probably thinking of a lifestyle change just for you. I would, so I'm just putting that out there.
social_masochism:
see love i told you it would all be alright. i am so happy to see that you are all happy again. i like the idea about putting the note asking her to tell if she figures out who you are. good call. you know that you are going to have to keep us informed on thi s whole situation. also, i am glad to hear that you have decided to renew your subscription.
the shit has finally hit the fan with kate.
i'm so exhausted.
so sick of discussing this whole goddamn situation.
sick of talking about how i feel.
why i feel that way.
what would alter this hellish state.
what can't be fixed.
that which is forever fucking smashed to pieces.
i'm falling apart at the seams.
it won't be much longer now before i completely...
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i'm so exhausted.
so sick of discussing this whole goddamn situation.
sick of talking about how i feel.
why i feel that way.
what would alter this hellish state.
what can't be fixed.
that which is forever fucking smashed to pieces.
i'm falling apart at the seams.
it won't be much longer now before i completely...
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hippieanarchist:
oh dear.
this sounds sorted..
give me a call if you want to scream at the top of your lungs?
this sounds sorted..
give me a call if you want to scream at the top of your lungs?
sodome:
empty means there's room for new stuff.
okay.
so.
the pretty girl at work that i'm pseudo stalking.
and by that i mean i leave flowers on her desk randomly.
one rose, then a bunch of ones i cut from a bush, then some daisies i picked, and lilies that may have died.
well, today i decided to go with a real bouquet of roses.
so i get my ass out of...
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so.
the pretty girl at work that i'm pseudo stalking.
and by that i mean i leave flowers on her desk randomly.
one rose, then a bunch of ones i cut from a bush, then some daisies i picked, and lilies that may have died.
well, today i decided to go with a real bouquet of roses.
so i get my ass out of...
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social_masochism:
everything will be alright love
i know that things may seem kind of rough now but you just have to realise that even if she does know that it is you, you are the one responsible for bringing a smile to her face and making her day for the last few weeks with these little suprises.
honestly you did not sound very sure if she knows it was you and the fact that it happened right before the weekend only serves to spread doubt adn worry. my advise is to just relax and take whatever life is offering you. perhaps she was just having a bad day before she even got to work and that is the reason that you did not get the smile that you have come to expect. there is no way i could know exactly what is going on there but i would be willing to bet that you are just worried and as such you are reading into this situation...
good luck with whatever happens on monday...
i know that things may seem kind of rough now but you just have to realise that even if she does know that it is you, you are the one responsible for bringing a smile to her face and making her day for the last few weeks with these little suprises.
honestly you did not sound very sure if she knows it was you and the fact that it happened right before the weekend only serves to spread doubt adn worry. my advise is to just relax and take whatever life is offering you. perhaps she was just having a bad day before she even got to work and that is the reason that you did not get the smile that you have come to expect. there is no way i could know exactly what is going on there but i would be willing to bet that you are just worried and as such you are reading into this situation...
good luck with whatever happens on monday...
oryx:
goodness you're adorable.
well, i never thought i would see this day come.
but, i don't think i will be renewing my membership come midnext month when it runs out.
i'm sorry to say it, but i am really really loathing the new site.
it's ridiculously un-user friendly.
i mean it's beautiful,
but such a pain in the ass to navigate.
i'm officially never going to read my...
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but, i don't think i will be renewing my membership come midnext month when it runs out.
i'm sorry to say it, but i am really really loathing the new site.
it's ridiculously un-user friendly.
i mean it's beautiful,
but such a pain in the ass to navigate.
i'm officially never going to read my...
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coggj:
It is strange trying to get use to the new set up. Took this for you to put a smile on that powty face
tawejea:
Yeah I know what you mean. I don't think I will be renewing in the fall either.
Well I hope you do keep in touch and if your ever bored in T.O. give me a shout out!
Well I hope you do keep in touch and if your ever bored in T.O. give me a shout out!
oh. and as if the friendships in my life weren't dysfunctional enough, today is my elementary/high school best friend. whom i've know since i was 3 or 4. and now i have terrible desire to do her. and it's just awkward. and goddamn she's hot. and always drunken and telling me how much she misses hanging out with me and what a great friend i...
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sodome:
Have you figured out what's making her seem super-hot at the moment? There're probably lots of great reasons to jump her bones, but you're the one who knows if those are the reasons driving you...
Totoally differebnt topic- if you're still into being a lookout, we've got an outdoor shoot coming up on the night of the 11th or 12th that could use a whole lotta help. Take care!
~ d
Totoally differebnt topic- if you're still into being a lookout, we've got an outdoor shoot coming up on the night of the 11th or 12th that could use a whole lotta help. Take care!
~ d
terdferguson:
Not for mine sexy mama, it's got it's own wierd plug, kinda pisses me off. Stupid Nikon.
tomorrow morning, my dear friend kate disappears into the wilderness to plant trees for 8 weeks.
you never really notice how much people mean to you until you're forced to let them go for a while.
it'll go by fast..i hope.
it's going to be so difficult to not see her when she practically lives with me.
bah.
ah well.
sleep now.
yes.
you never really notice how much people mean to you until you're forced to let them go for a while.
it'll go by fast..i hope.
it's going to be so difficult to not see her when she practically lives with me.
bah.
ah well.
sleep now.
yes.
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konstantine:
hi & i miss you.
lycoris:
It'll seem like no time has passed when she gets back.
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datsun:
Welcome to Girls Only. 
Please read the sticky threads at the top of the list, and jump right in!
Please read the sticky threads at the top of the list, and jump right in!
afterbirth:
You take a mean cupcake photo!
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dicey:
cuuuupcakes *drool* 
That's a neat picture! Thanks for the birthday wishes as well.
That's a neat picture! Thanks for the birthday wishes as well.
floyd:
man, i could hit up some of those cupcakes, fo sho!
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lycoris:
Thank you!
I'll send job mojo your way.
I'll send job mojo your way.
hippieanarchist:
haha, I won't even try it.
I thought you would eww about getting into bed with ben. cause c'mon really.
I thought you would eww about getting into bed with ben. cause c'mon really.
And cute too!
How could she not fall in love with you?