e_loveless

note to self:
don't visit old boyfriends.
you'll fall in love all over again.
well, fuck.

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vancleef:

ill kill her if you want. but then you have to give me unlimited sexual favours.

May 2, 2005

xsuicideboyx:

men suck!!!! ( hiding my doodle )

May 3, 2005

i tossed and turned all night.
backandforthandbackandforthandbackandforth.
and then it happened.
she called.
at 2 in the morning.
like i knew she would.
jesus woman, why must you make it so hard for me to leave..

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nothingcoolatall:

I like ur pictures. What school do you go to?

Apr 29, 2005

deanna:

i like your photos

Apr 30, 2005

you win.
i give.

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marybee:

I've never won anything before.

Actually, that was a lie. One time I won an electric tooth brush but then it started leaking battery acid.

Apr 24, 2005

arete:

i hope this isn't you giving up to something we don't know about ♥ ♥

Apr 24, 2005

i now really am umbrella less.
that's so terribly sad.
stupid wind.
well fuck.
you throw me for a loop something fierce.
i love that expression.
people shouldn't leave me to find my way home drunkenly. its difficult. i got off at the wrong stop. and i stole a flower to put in my hair. but don't tell.
now i'm sitting. and i'm confusing. and...
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missredcherry:

rain good...wind bad.
Who the hell though wind was a good idea for weather. it always puts people in a bad mood!

Apr 24, 2005

missredcherry:

i think we should tell the wind to piss off.
It really annoys me when it is raining and then the wind starts and what was an enjoyable stroll turns into a disaster

Apr 24, 2005

i want to go to coachella. a whole lot. jerks.
i have the best job ever.
however the travelling time really kills my excitment of said job. ehn, what can you do.
today has been...odd.
and we'll leave it at that.
someone better damn well bye my nin ticket, i need to eat next week.
i've decided that i'm done pretending to be something that...
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vancleef:

im a bad lover to good people and im a good lover to bad people

Apr 22, 2005

vancleef:

YOU GOTTA FIGHT! FOR YOUR RIGHT! TO PAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRTTTTTTAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYY!

Apr 22, 2005

strawberry pancakes +
smoking dope in bed +
an incredible morning of sexual escapades
=
one hell of a way to spend a sunday.
also a lovely way to finish off a rather uneventful weekend.
back to work tomorrow.
sigh.

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vancleef:

you know whats weird? i added this new person to my friends and i realized that she had already added you as well.....

FAKEPLASTIC
LOOKING FOR: Whoever comes along.

FOR: Romance, Booty, Friendship, Online flirting.

WELL WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR! HAHA

[Edited on Apr 21, 2005 1:35AM]

Apr 20, 2005

latchbeam:

Sounds like a great weekend!!!!

Apr 21, 2005

it's fucking killing me.
i can't think.
i can't sleep.
i can't function.
she stole my lifeguard sweater and left.
it was so ironic that i burst into tears.
nothing from here on in will ever be the same.
today will be the most emotionally trying day of my life..
i'm sorry you have to go through this, pretty...it should have been me.

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vancleef:

im sorry that somthing bad happened....we can talk about it later.

Apr 14, 2005

arete:

*hugs* i don't know whats going on, but im here for you *hugs*

ps- i really like your new profile pic

Apr 15, 2005

i think i've got it pegged.
i miss high school.
i know, that's ridiculous. high school was clearly an load of bullshit.
but i miss pretend love.
and skipping classes to crawl into your bed.
and painting through my lunch hours.
and that medicated euphoric feeling.
i miss being intimidating to everyone that didn't know me. wait..i think i still am. score!
i miss cheerleading....
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lucy:

aww. That is sad.
*hugs*

Apr 13, 2005

vancleef:

i know what you mean. i hate the real world. your new profile pic is really sexy btw, i love it!

Apr 13, 2005

once upon a time it made sense.
once upon a time i made sense.
once upon a time i was sensed,
they found me out.

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zarina:

hahaha probably not. He probably also won't approve of how we want to paint everything

Apr 13, 2005

missredcherry:

what song was in your head when you wrote/typed that?

Apr 13, 2005

self-worth restoration COMPLETED.

it was a good day. for a plethora of reasons.

today the pretty girl walked by.
she smiled shyly at me and waved.
my ribs gave out causing my heart to
go crashing into the
pit of my stomach.
i choked on the awkward acknowledgement
that i would have
inevitably given.
and mustered a dumbfounded
half-smile instead.
she continued on her endeavor...
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missredcherry:

My accent is not cool...rather dull really.
How do you get an email address on your contact page?
I have no idea and its kinda frustrating!

Apr 12, 2005

missredcherry:

Doh!
I think I am really stupid. how did I miss that.
Now all i have to do is figure out this msn,yahoo messenger thing and I good to go. Hope that stuff runs on mac too!
Give me a camera and I am fine and can play with it til my hearts content, stick me infront of a computer and i am lost and very confused.

Apr 12, 2005

another uneventful saturday.
went to the museum yesterday. that was fun. they had the dinosaur exhibit closed which was disappointing. that's really all we wanted to see.
then we went for sushi and i tried my best but i just couldn't do it. gooo chicken.
wandering around through the ancient egypt exhibit, i started thinking. i had that stupid david gray song stuck in my...
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vancleef:

I understand where you are coming from. I share your longings for things that passed us by. But love will come again, and you can revisit childhood when you experiance it again through your future children.

Apr 9, 2005

missredcherry:

cool pictures on the previous journal entry!

I miss the endless summer holidays when there was everything to do and nothing to worry about, I miss the excitement and anticipation of the ice cream van.
Its a fiona apple day today

Thats crap about the dinosaur exhibition. I have a fascination with them which started as a kid. Every birthday my parents took me to the Natural history museum and I would sit and stare at the Trex they had and then work my way around the other dinosaurs.
God, those were the days

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