e_loveless

i think i've got it pegged.
i miss high school.
i know, that's ridiculous. high school was clearly an load of bullshit.
but i miss pretend love.
and skipping classes to crawl into your bed.
and painting through my lunch hours.
and that medicated euphoric feeling.
i miss being intimidating to everyone that didn't know me. wait..i think i still am. score!
i miss cheerleading. yes. i was a cheerleader. stop laughing.
i miss running away for a week every spring,
and real friends. and latenight gallavanting.
and crappy poetry.
and megan's houseparties.
i miss driving around aimlessly.
and stealing lawn gnomes.
and my horrid computer store job. yet you always made it tolerable..
i miss...simplicity.
i think i've lost who i am in trying to become everything you always wanted me to be.