escapegoat

eish......im stuffed to the gills with indian food

i feel like im back to square one again........trying to figure out what it is that im fighting for......im busy working a job that drives me crazy and demoralizes me so i can keep an overpriced space open to display other people stuff......and its a catch 22........because ive been working so much, it leaves little time for me to sculpt(or just havent been inspired)....and i...
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sweaty boy.......rock n roll.......where are the girls and the drugs and the place to jam......im not done......i just showed up........dont make me come back to earth.........mundane realities are overrated........lets all go for a ride........lets join hands at the bottom of the ocean and watch the world drown.......lets find the univeral vibrations that bypass boundaries..........to bring unity in a place gone wrong.......close your eyes and ride...
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well.......i just did my first ever photo shoot.....and it was naked.........should be good.......very tasteful.....i just hope i dont look gay......

for a warrior to forget what the fight is about

the walls holding the holy grail are aged

innocence is shadowed by self destruction

a glimps of light through the murky waters

buddha looking on contently

a young boy dies for their desires

oh man.......take a deep breath...........let it all slide away......forget about it all......just let it go.......relax........itll all work itself out........everyone and everything will find the place they belong..........let it be.........there is harmony in chaos.......fall inside.......allow the shell to repair.......sing your own song.......forget about about dancing to their tunes............heal from within.......heal those around......................fuck the rest!

it looks like ill be getting naked for the lens twice here in the near future....... feelin kinda nervous and shy.....although im sure thats nothing a bottle of wine couldnt take care of........actually one photographer said that if i act giddy, she'll kick me, because i have nothing to worry about......huh.....bet me......baring myself to the world is a big step.......and um......i dont know how well...
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after a most beautiful day, i walk out the door at 1 am ang its pouring down rain........fuckin portland

jezus, i run myself hard...........another 13 hr day and very little sleep.........but im in bed now, the cats are fat,and the heater is kickin.......coma-toasty

oh man.......this all gunna hurt when i get to the other side of this toxic feeling.........why do i always seem to have so much fun during the week...........and i always catch up on sleep on the weekends..........i wish i had a completly unbreakable corpse......organs and all........then i suppose id need a bunch of money too............then i could really have no doubts in my mind that...
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we are on the brink of an intense visitation of energy............all the world..........a karmic shift.............much good and bad.......perfectly balanced......history will repeaat itself again......nothing changes..........ancient spirits roaming the earth...........infested corpses forced to change..........the future will be interesting........what all does it behold?.......the Mayans say we've got till 2012........thats not long........here it comes.......boom!......are ya ready


people are like sausage!........ya never know whats inside of them.............fuck em

parents can be so fuckin unreasonable........the demands/unsaid responsibilities/performances they would like to see..........they leave town and expect me too take on the chores of two.......flawless and effortlessly......as if i dont have a life of my own.........i mean.....get fucking real........i have to drink.......make like a rock star......attempt to recover......barely make through my own shit, then have to deal with theirs..........ya right.........

how many glam rockers does...
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