Friday May 02, 2003

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ah man.....i just ate the best fish tacos ever.......went to the gypsy on a whim........food rocked.........needless to say, the cats are really interested in kissing me now.......and id swear that i heard one of them say burp........
to bad its chilly outside........jackin off from the balcony doesnt seem much fun
kudra:
Where's/what's the Gypsy? That sounds familiar....
Suicide solution????
Karaoke is great fun. I even got kicked out once becuase people kept complaining I got to go up so many times. All my friends wanted to do duets with me; as if that is my fault. tongue
mayameow:
Meow! Meow! (Fish tacos, eh? Is that a euphemism for something? You are talking in code? Speaking of code, yes, he said his feeling were hurt again tonight. And this time apparently it was owner boy who had said something a few weeks back that hurt his feelings. Whoops. Something about guitar solos and cheating with pedals. And other stuff. So had to spend yet another night talking instead of mixing and finishing things. Life as a human sometimes gets too confusing and painful. Good thing I'm a cat.)

Friday May 02, 2003

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its friday........ill attempt not to smoke untill tonight........shit.....i might have to work tommorrow.......maybe ill just have a big friday night........do dishes......clean floors.....do laundry.....pet cats.......jack off from the balcony........
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kudra:
Right now I feel like I would get involved in practically anything as long as the musicians were good......I miss singing sooooooo much.
So what are you up to tonight?
kudra:
Hope your food is yummy and you do well dodging that which you wish to avoid! And yea, karaoke some time would be fun! I havne't gone in years. Well, once in years. I used to go all the time with my friend Stephen but he killed him self and no one has been too keen on going with me.

Thursday May 01, 2003

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food,sleep,work,food,work,food,sleep.......but im itchin for the wrong thing bad.......maybe it would be nice to have things that i look foreward to.......there are very few things.........it would be nice to connect deeply and curl up to dream with.....ah nevermind......love happens when its ready and you arent looking.........wait.....fuck shit fuck.......analytical mind versus addictive mind versus heart and soul versus reality..........shit fuck shit..........im tired ..........im just tired........

maybe a...
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kudra:
I work at an amplifier company........and do fire performance when I can. How about you?
If love happens when you aren't looking, I should have a slew of boyfriends right now. I'm convinced I wont' have one for maybe another year. I'm so convinced I won't have one, I should have had a ton by now. puke
Fuck you too.
mayameow:
Mew mew mew mew mew mew-mew mew mew. Mew. ("Oh woe is me boo hoo everything bad no good too much not enough smile lie lie lie lie lie next to me please please me me no good world no good me dream you dumb they dumb we dumb la-dee-da-da boo hoo blah blah woof woof. WOOF!")

Wednesday Apr 30, 2003

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i am really at a fuckin loss for this lifetime........i dont think ive ever been quite so depressed, lost, disenchanted, self destructive, disconnected, disgusted.
im slowly giving up on people.
im tired of unsaid expectations.
im tired of unsaid judgements.
im tired of sarcasm.
im tired of plasticness.
im tired of reading boring shit.
im tired of vampires.
im tired of working.
im tired of...
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kudra:
You should........sleep, sleep, sleep. Don't do bad things!
I really hate not being able to see what people look like on here. You should change your picture, just for me!
So you are not in any band now? And do you or do you not go into Dantes sometimes??
kudra:
I'm definetely not trying to define bad for you. But it seems like you have defined bad for yourself, so I was trying to encourage you to go in the direction you seemed to think was the 'good' one!
Is Dantes fun on Monday? I have never once been there on Monday...I heard it was some story telling thing....??

Wednesday Apr 30, 2003

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good god......how many times have you guys seen an entry for someone that went something to the effect of................i need a new tattoo.......or when i get my new tattoo,ill be so much happier.......or piercings makes me feel complete.......or one time at band camp, i stuck a flute in my, um, original hardshell case
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kingskottie:
my god is in a bottle of herradura!
rickroyal:
I picture these people as living canvases and wonder what will become of their art when they die. And then I think that the last thing I ever want is a tattoo.

An entry that talked about band camp, though, that would give me a special, tingly feeling.

Wednesday Apr 30, 2003

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i cant see straight......vision lost........need a guide that knows the path
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roxxee:
Let me know when you find it! biggrin
xxanastasiaxx:
as far as the dream goes get in line...smile
and I will get in line behind you for the guide...
Lord knows I am lost...

Tuesday Apr 29, 2003

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in this timeless battle.......black and white....good and evil.........sights lost.......what right or wrong.....fucin what ever
isis:
i want to be an artist, i want to create something beautiful, something that brings tears to your eyes. i want to write, to make music, to paint . i don't want to grow up, i want to grow down. i want to remember who i was when i was a child and build around that. i want to do as much as i can. i want to understand, i want to study what you wrote above..."this timeless battle"

Tuesday Apr 29, 2003

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so i think that one has to become real at some point in there life..........one must shed skin to find the core..........in a wholistic fashion, all of the charchters must become one.........separation only shows lack of truths.........most of you know me as a purple haired freak fuck the slowly rots away brain cells.........well......thats a piece of me......and i love it too..........but change must occur........the time...
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fractal:
I'm interested in the metamorphis.

I'm not kool enough to leave kool messages.

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melissa2:
dad sees me stoned anyways......

Monday Apr 28, 2003

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i think i should update my profile picture........how do you guys want to see me?..........i am a man of many faces..........how do you see me?......and ive got my aim going again........now if i could only move my computer(needs repair,chasis flex makes it shut down)............so like write something in my journal now.........please........especially the cute girls......
escapegoat:
i think i shall go down to Dantes and sing a song
chiquita:
i think mcdonalds should look into a new line of spam based mccrap...

yes, let's see another face...surprise us

p.s. i loooove trader joe's chicken potstickers...mmm mmm...random fact

Monday Apr 28, 2003

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yo word up yo.........i just got the hook up!.......and some new digits............brotha is back on line at home........no more sneakin sg at work........indubidibly yo
melvin_:
hhhhmmmm good thinkin . . . . i aint said 'yo' since i was bout 12! tee hee!
chiquita:
yo

wink

Monday Apr 28, 2003

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when she saw my eyes she smiled and looked away,
and i say whats it like being an overachiver?
and she says its serendipitous when ya live like an underachiever.
i became dumfounded.
like ive never felt.
not qualified.
but i think she likes me.
maybe.
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