escapegoat

home at last
big weekend at the dragstrip
raced on sat. in 2 different cash bashes
wacked 3rd round in one
2nd round in the other
bagged a 10 sec pro bracket car with my 18 p/u truck and i "backed" into him sinched the finish line to a hundreth and change......his speed 128mph,mine72mph.....better part of 60mph difference and i guaged it perfectly.....that was the...
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to be inamoured
to be giddy
butterflies and vulnerability
optimism and ideals
its all very lovely
its just different

home at last
big weekend at the dragstrip
raced on sat. in 2 different cash bashes
wacked 3rd round in one
2nd round in the other
bagged a 10 sec pro bracket car with my 18 p/u truck and i "backed" into him sinched the finish line to a hundreth and change......his speed 128mph,mine72mph.....better part of 60mph difference and i guaged it perfectly.....that was the...
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i need more sleep
but im not going to get it
gotsta try and shei this joint
i need some resemblance of a decent living condition
been getting up tight about the lack of flow
gotta break it
so im up early
besides that
i wont be here this weekend unless i come home sat. night, just to chase back to woodburn sun. morning.......maybe....maybe not.............
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good god......what a strange concoction.....???...life can be surreal......and its nice....would you like some cruxy tucky typo couv......told ya man....its weird

so like sorry about my little outburst of violence.....lack of sleep....outer world pressures.....improper eating habits.....chemical child snapped a bit when pushed over the cliff...

i just woke up after a long slumber, which i dont think is over.........figured i clean the slate and move on......and drink some vitamins

im a busy boy with frustrations abound......and each of my frustration is a long story.......my life the...
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so have you ever invisioned swinging a bat at full force, to have it drive into somebodies head......having the hot boiling blood splatter on you,while the eiry sound a a head cracks but in a dead hollow way.......watching the life leave them.......as their corpse falls to the ground......but one shot isnt good enough......ya swing again and again, because you never wanna pay the price of...
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HEADLINE....."ITS MUSHROOM SEASON AGAIN ISNT IT?.....SOMEBODY HOOK ME UP".............
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"YOU DONT UNDERSTAND, NO! YOU DONT UNDERSTAND.......REALLY.....YOU DONT UNDERSTAND.......YOU THINK YOU UNDERSTAND, BUT YOU DON'FUCKIN,UNDERSTAAAAAAAANNNNNDDD!"

a little improv ditty that i sang tonight,
i think ill name it
"What I See In your Eyes"
or
"My World"
or
"J.Crew Guru"
or
"How Can I Help You?"



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what the fuck........is it that bad.......nobody has commented......what...
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monday maonday
la da la dee da da
its so wrong for me
la da la dee da da
well monday morning its monday morning
makes me wanna peeeeeee.........

ok....who wants to curl up
be warm
take care of one another
work on a better way
have hugging sprees
spread love
change the world
feel content and conected?

does anybody want to go on a killing spree with me?
my list is getting too large to manage, so i need to start soon.
and dont worry, ill only snuff the ones with no soul.......

not much to say....
like a boy who just orgasmed....
its time to roll over and sleep....
but i wont.....
cats want a clean box....
i need clean dishes.....
clothes are about ready to walk away.....
while i talk to suburban mutants on the phone and try to give you something worth reading......
but it has come to my attention that everyone needs purpose and...
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