dysonslice

i started a blog. i guess you could say a real one

its called a pessimists view
find it here, comment often
http://apessimistsview.blogspot.com/

mixed emotions...mixed signals
ugh im sick of this shit

why cant a guy just man up and tell a girl, "hey i like you" or "hey im not into you"
why does this have to be so difficult with all the game bullshit

i cant sleep.
im so bored.
no one is awake.
the internet it boring me.

i went to a local gay club last night with a friend for support.
leave it to me for the only straight guy to find me and hit on me.
and try and make out with me.
and dance ON me.
and say hes looking for love.

haha
end result. my friend was pissed.

i actually have some time to myself(at a decent hour) so...
i ordered some sushi and ended up here.

heres some randomness that is my mind...
-my clock says r:Ec, i was unaware that existed as a time
-i might quit my job due to excessive stupidity held my co-workers
-i wanna buy a subscription to car and driver but im broke
-at this moment...
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so recently...it seems....i have only been and have gotten along with men that have others ok ok girlfriends...they have girlfriends. These are they guys im 100% attracted to and these guys i seem to have everything in common with. And OH of course they want me but noooo. they have girlfriends. wtf!!!! i cant win

drove into the city today to check out the Auto Show at the Javits center....that shit was dope, some whack cars but more than anything dope.