(sigh.....)
Man, my music has never sounded better than it has today. Maybe I'm starting to snap out of it. Finally, I mean shit, it's only Saturday night. But I don't do anything on Sundays which means my weeks basically shot. Could be worse. I could be still stuck in Syracuse just dreaming about the situation I'm in and how I'd tell myself it would NEVER happen again. That shit was highschool filler. Nothing to be worrying over now since I'm out but my life never seems to change. Maybe it has drastically and I just to blind to see the changes. Maybe I'm not getting the whole "big picture" that I should be getting. Maybe I just pay attention too much to the things that don't really matter in life.
God give me focus.
Alright, now onto my Saturday. Transformers was actually pretty exciting. I've heard around that it was kinda cheesy but hell, who cares? I definitely felt like I was watching a fancy Air Force recruiting video, which would be kinda redundant since I went to the base theatre to watch it. Gotta love those benefits. I've also realized that my AC is the biggest piece of malformed machinery known to man. I think it's set to only come on if the inside temperature is about 120 degrees. Ugh.
I feel like I'm torn between to states of being. One wants to stand by and wait it out and the other wants me to just headfirst and thinks waiting is just going to slim down my chances. I think a coin toss is in order.
Sorry, girl. It was tails. Hope you don't hate me for it.
"I'll tell ya later."
Man, my music has never sounded better than it has today. Maybe I'm starting to snap out of it. Finally, I mean shit, it's only Saturday night. But I don't do anything on Sundays which means my weeks basically shot. Could be worse. I could be still stuck in Syracuse just dreaming about the situation I'm in and how I'd tell myself it would NEVER happen again. That shit was highschool filler. Nothing to be worrying over now since I'm out but my life never seems to change. Maybe it has drastically and I just to blind to see the changes. Maybe I'm not getting the whole "big picture" that I should be getting. Maybe I just pay attention too much to the things that don't really matter in life.
God give me focus.
Alright, now onto my Saturday. Transformers was actually pretty exciting. I've heard around that it was kinda cheesy but hell, who cares? I definitely felt like I was watching a fancy Air Force recruiting video, which would be kinda redundant since I went to the base theatre to watch it. Gotta love those benefits. I've also realized that my AC is the biggest piece of malformed machinery known to man. I think it's set to only come on if the inside temperature is about 120 degrees. Ugh.
I feel like I'm torn between to states of being. One wants to stand by and wait it out and the other wants me to just headfirst and thinks waiting is just going to slim down my chances. I think a coin toss is in order.
Sorry, girl. It was tails. Hope you don't hate me for it.
"I'll tell ya later."