dyse

i am just a worthless liar
i am just an imecile
i will only complicate you
trust in me and fall as well
i will find a center in you
i will chew it up and leave
i will work to elevate you
just enough to bring you down



trust me

"sober" Tool


i love those lyrics. for along time i felt like that and treated people bad. especialy those who were close to me.

i feel since then i have grown and broke out of my shell. i feel i can expierence life and the better parts of relationships. i said alot of things i never ment and ment alot of things i never said. i have learned from these mistakes and hope that i have become man enough.

i miss her so much