dylanisdead

Well it's 3:20 in the morning and i just got done watching Pirates of the Carribean, I fucking love that movie. Everytime i get done watching it i want to be a pirate, YARRRRRRRRR!!!!!!........I may never make it to bed tonight.

School's done in a little over a week, and to be honest after these 4 months of summer, I have no idea where i'll be when September roles around. I think I just want to take a break from school and what not, it seems as though i'm rushing into becoming an old man, I'M 19 YEARS OLD FOR FUCK SAKE! I need to enjoy the time i have now, the years of my youth. I want nothing but to please my parents, because i love them to death, but I need to be able to make myself happy too, ya know? It's been such a long time since I could actually say i'm happy with myself and what i'm doing with myself. There's so many dreams I had for the future growing up and i've fufilled none of them, I feel like i've betrayed my own being.

Anyway, I always go off on how my life sucks, this just seems like the best place to vent, since i can't really do it anywhere else. Thank you to whomever took the time to read this.