Yeah...the weather is nicer, i found a couple of bars to hang out, two bands to see every week, two days off per week, have my savings account, my direct deposit, my fourty hour work week, i just mastered one more bass playing technique, i'm getting along quite well with acoustic guitars, i got rid of crap i don't need around anymore, my room is clean and organized, i have comfortable blankets, my car runs and has gas in it, additional friends on MySpace and a cool cell phone. YET I'm leaving all this nice bubbly comfort zone in two weeks to sleep in my car, take ice cold showers at the beach, no prospective employer or place to live. for the third time i will call my car a residence, and for the innumerable time, restart my life. For the better!? my stupid ex looks like she's engaged, with a idiotic dude with even more ridiculous tattoos. I feel good, knowing that even though she kicked the emotional shit out of me, and was in the gutter several times, i did not tie myself down to a lying, fearful, insecure shallow person. Rock n' Roll has remained my true Love, since i'd rather buy a cd than eat. i pray that this second half of the year kicks ass in all ways possible. I crave college and more concerts. more stability and a great life.
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