duone

Update: I mustered up the courage to talk. It wasn't my greatest fear realized, just my second greatest. So I can handle not being second best. but I'm still not preferred to being alone. Such as it is, I'd like to cry, but I can't, for whatever reason. Cold shoulder? I got the cold body.

It sucks so much. It just sucks. I miss her and I am powerless to do anything. I'm gonna go now. I'll be back, maybe.