Monday Oct 03, 2005

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The pillow felt like it was stuffed with straw and it made a crinkling noise when I put my head against it. I couldn't rest my head on it when I was sleeping because it was just too high. So, I just pushed it out of the way and I slept fine anyway. And everyone did everything right and made nice noises and smiled big and genuine. I don't hate myself, but at those times I wish I was anyone else. Just the crinkling noise and I'm gone like I wasn't ever there at all.

sorry for being so quiet lately,
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isetfires:
thanx. i missed you most of all scarecrow.
robscarlett:
I've been up and down. I try to make music on my computer...sometimes I come close.
And thank you for the compliment. Comign from someone who I happen to think is breath takingly beautiful....it makes me blush.
It's my down stairs neighbor's garden...but I pick it for them because they forget...
I also eat oodles of tomatoes. MMm so tastey! biggrin
And why so shy butterfly?
*hug* I've really missed you beautiful. How are you? How's things?

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