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SWEET! Went out yesterday to the thrift store and bought myself 3 pairs of a size smaller jeans. I'm so thrilled! I've been exercising every night except for last night, all my muscles hurt so I gave them a day off. I've already met my goal of losing 10 lbs during January and I've got 2 weeks left. I'm feeling really optimistic.

ICK. I came down w/ a sinus thing last night. I had just gone out and bought a book on knitting, needles and yarn, got home and started practicing...boogies kept running out everytime I'd look down at the book. This knitting shiite is pretty tricky. I'm getting the hang of it though. I've found that all the cool punk/goth books w/ patterns are knitting. So...
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I think it's pretty much official. My self esteem is gone. Not only am I a fat disgusting lard ball from drinking and my husband has NO desire to touch me, but watch porn from the dvd binder, yes, binder, instead...now he's ventured to the internet subscription world. What a joyous day.

Woo Hoo! Day 4. I made it. I did lots of laundry and played a lot of Sims 2 Pets. Also, since I was here by myself I was able to throw out old empty bottles I had hidden. (Sad I know.) It felt really good. Like turning over a new leaf. Then after MIL & FIL got back w/ the kid we put together...
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Morning of day 3 w/ no drinking and I'm so bitchy. I haven't told hubbie I quit. But then again, I never told him I had been hiding vodka too. Doesn't matter prob...he's not stupid. He prob knew all along. He asked me yesterday why I was so quiet and if I had a bad day. I said no, nothing was wrong. Am I tired?...
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HAPPY NEW YEAR ! ! ! I'm glad it's a clean slate. Jamin & I ended up taking Chris & John to go see Kristen & Ryan in Westminster for the holiday. They met us at home and ate the nacho "cake" I made and then we hopped in the car. We watched the ball drop, Jamin was out cold by 1am (he was on...
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Yup, I'm playing on the computer at work. Not a normal happening but since I've done all my work and the slacker wind-sucker girls in the cube next to me, I believe, warrents this ok.

Well I have 2 friends from VA coming ot spend New Years w/ hubbie & I. That'll be fun. I wonder if hubbie will let me drink... Hopefully.

X-mas was...
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Man, I just sooo love the holidays...Not sure if I'm being sarcastic or not. I LOVE being w/ my son & hubbie and seeing my family but I miss my Mom (passed a wk before Thanksgiving 4 years ago...my son, her 1st / only grandkid was 8 months old...never got to know how great she was...for years all she wanted was to see me get...
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What a way to start the holiday. I had my 1st accident this morning. I was driving to work and some out-of towners all of a sudden decided they needed gas ofa' the hwy. Instead of getting in the turn lane on the left they thought it would be a good idea to just put on the brakes in the fast lane to stop before...
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Just a quick video (me, fur coat, purple bra n' panties) and an update...

I ended up getting 24 hrs comm svc for my ticket. Fun fun. I'm stuck doing filing at the Frederick something something theatre...pretty place w/ lots of history but a bull shiite assignment. Guess that's why they need community svc people in there.

Still working @ the HVAC place w/ hubbie....
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