Morning of day 3 w/ no drinking and I'm so bitchy. I haven't told hubbie I quit. But then again, I never told him I had been hiding vodka too. Doesn't matter prob...he's not stupid. He prob knew all along. He asked me yesterday why I was so quiet and if I had a bad day. I said no, nothing was wrong. Am I tired? Yeh, sure. That's it... Basically "Can't you let me lay here and be miserable" is what I really wanted to say. I didn't even want to spend time w/ my son and play games. I just couldn't wait until bedtime.
Today hubbie is home sick. Said his tummy hurt. So instead of riding w/ him in the work truck I had to drive Mom's car. So now I have to exercise my strength on the way home. With no shaperone it's up to me to make it to the house w/o any side stops for mini's. What a pain in my ass. I just want this bitchy feeling to go away.
Then he mentioned helping a friend w/ another friends car this Saturday. That would leave me unsupervised. Someone is testing me big time and it's only day 3. Son of a bitch.
Today hubbie is home sick. Said his tummy hurt. So instead of riding w/ him in the work truck I had to drive Mom's car. So now I have to exercise my strength on the way home. With no shaperone it's up to me to make it to the house w/o any side stops for mini's. What a pain in my ass. I just want this bitchy feeling to go away.
Then he mentioned helping a friend w/ another friends car this Saturday. That would leave me unsupervised. Someone is testing me big time and it's only day 3. Son of a bitch.
paganrob:
Your a strong woman, you can do it.. It's downright amazing that you're doing this on your own, there is always hotlines if you need that extra bit of encouragement on Saturday.. 
philconnors:
You are a stronger person than me. I am at a point that I like my booze too much. I think about when I will have my next drink, but it hasn't quite crowded out my other interests. Good luck and I wish you the best in 2K8. 