What a bleh day. I've been feeling so shitty on top of it. My mood is absolutely horrible. I'm angry, sad, unmotivated to do ANYTHING. I'm so glad tomorrow is my follow-up with my drug doc.
My low carb diet was working great for like a week then stopped. I'm still sticking to it. I know I need to find time to exercise, maybe that...
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My low carb diet was working great for like a week then stopped. I'm still sticking to it. I know I need to find time to exercise, maybe that...
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lenya:
Right 
We always want something else
We always want something else 
bigman316:
oh my god!!! i cannot tell you how much i love the new profile pic!!! 
It's FINALLY FRIDAY!!! YEAH!!! I got my home meeting tonight. So that's cool. I think I'll be able to survive with the Tues-Fri-Sun schedule I've picked out. I think I'm doing really good. No real cravings but man, the dreams are crazy. Funny, before when I was on a low carb diet I'd dream that I was eating all these sweets and then was sad...
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agonistes_vental:
I hope you well on your test and can't wait to see more of a lovely and kindred spirit.Hope you have a wonderful day dear
bigman316:
hey sweetheart!!! sounds like you doing pretty good! i am sooooo incredibly happy for you!! the dreams and stuff will slowly start to fade away over the course of time. i do admit however, i still have some really cool jack daniels dreams now and then. take care dearest!! peace, smile, hugs back to you!!! d.
I went to my 1st meeting last night....and I absolutely LOVED it! I was terrified since I have this horrible fear of meeting new people and having to interact... But it was really comforting, like a breath of fresh air. I think I'm going to make this my home group. They meet Tues & Fri and its 5 mins from my house. There are also...
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eyehatetherain:
yay. and very pretty
bigman316:
good for you darlin!!! yeah, first meetings can be somewhat scary, the key is finding a group you are comfortable with, which sounds like you did. and the necklace is just precious, nice hubby.
and the necklace is just precious, nice hubby. Sooo tired... of everything. The tiredness, mood swings, complete lack of motivation even to crack / fake a smile... But I have too many things to be happy about... I'm thinking of trying to find my 1st meeting... We'll see, nothing for me ever fits into the schedule...
bigman316:
i know exactly how you feel.....i have days when i physically cannot get out of bed....and in my world i struggle to find things to be happy about, or even to live for in general. so, at least you know there are people who understand how you feel.
loops_of_fury:
I hope the things stopping you be happy make way for some more happy things soon.
*sigh*... I can't wait to go home... all I want is to curl up with my Troll and sleep... I'm in need of some snuggle time...
bigman316:
snuggle time is always fun.....unfortunately for me i don't have anyone to snuggle with these days. 
What a great wk end. It's been so peaceful. The boys played Wii together giving me time to relax and listen to Halestorm, Flyleaf and Otep on my iPod. Then I took the kid to our town carnival last night. He rode some rides, played some games, we went in the fun house. Came home and the 3 of us chilled and watched the first...
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WOO HOO!!! IT's FRIDAY!!! 
Taking my son to our town fair this Saturday, that'll be fun... Other than that I'm going to try to be lazy as hell!
Feels like this week has lasted forever...
I hope today goes by QUICKLY... I'm soooo not feelin' work today... Oh, wait, that's everyday...
Well, have a good one peoples!!!
Taking my son to our town fair this Saturday, that'll be fun... Other than that I'm going to try to be lazy as hell!
Feels like this week has lasted forever...
I hope today goes by QUICKLY... I'm soooo not feelin' work today... Oh, wait, that's everyday...
Well, have a good one peoples!!!
bigman316:
i still have two more nights of work left, then it will be days off....oh crap, i forgot i am working overtime sunday night. that was smart.
...UGH... Sprint can SUCK my BALLS... What a shitty phone company...
thomasheath:
Yeah they really suck
OMFG ... Why Do Mondays Suck Soooooo Much?!
bigman316:
i think it is some sort of odd conspiracy to drive us all insane one by one.....other than that i have no idea why mondays suck, they just do.
bigman316:
oh...and by the way...i keep forgetting to tell you, but i LOVE the latest profile pic.
HOLY CHEEBUS ... WHERE DID ALL THESE NEW SUPER HAWT BABES COME FROM ON HERE?!
IN LOVE
I can't wait till I can get my set in so I can join the bunch of Hopefuls and Newly Added Sexxxies ...
Things have been GREAT at home ... Hubbie is slowly learning to walk again (SOOOO EFFIN COOL)...
...We've also gotten really strange... for some reason...
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IN LOVE I can't wait till I can get my set in so I can join the bunch of Hopefuls and Newly Added Sexxxies ...
Things have been GREAT at home ... Hubbie is slowly learning to walk again (SOOOO EFFIN COOL)...
...We've also gotten really strange... for some reason...
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tattooedteddy:
Happy Days are here again!!! 
bigman316:
well i am just way, way happy things are going so well and i think alot of us will be looking forward to that new set dear. take care. d.
and i think alot of us will be looking forward to that new set dear. take care. d.