ICK. I came down w/ a sinus thing last night. I had just gone out and bought a book on knitting, needles and yarn, got home and started practicing...boogies kept running out everytime I'd look down at the book. This knitting shiite is pretty tricky. I'm getting the hang of it though. I've found that all the cool punk/goth books w/ patterns are knitting. So...
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I think it's pretty much official. My self esteem is gone. Not only am I a fat disgusting lard ball from drinking and my husband has NO desire to touch me, but watch porn from the dvd binder, yes, binder, instead...now he's ventured to the internet subscription world. What a joyous day.
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imyourgodnow:
agree with punknitemike there
we all admire your sexiness
we all admire your sexiness
leilani:
oh be confident!! ur not even fat either, its all about confidence hunny. but we'll work together to get toned up yeh?
Woo Hoo! Day 4. I made it. I did lots of laundry and played a lot of Sims 2 Pets. Also, since I was here by myself I was able to throw out old empty bottles I had hidden. (Sad I know.) It felt really good. Like turning over a new leaf. Then after MIL & FIL got back w/ the kid we put together...
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Morning of day 3 w/ no drinking and I'm so bitchy. I haven't told hubbie I quit. But then again, I never told him I had been hiding vodka too. Doesn't matter prob...he's not stupid. He prob knew all along. He asked me yesterday why I was so quiet and if I had a bad day. I said no, nothing was wrong. Am I tired?...
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paganrob:
Your a strong woman, you can do it.. It's downright amazing that you're doing this on your own, there is always hotlines if you need that extra bit of encouragement on Saturday..
philconnors:
You are a stronger person than me. I am at a point that I like my booze too much. I think about when I will have my next drink, but it hasn't quite crowded out my other interests. Good luck and I wish you the best in 2K8.
HAPPY NEW YEAR ! ! ! I'm glad it's a clean slate. Jamin & I ended up taking Chris & John to go see Kristen & Ryan in Westminster for the holiday. They met us at home and ate the nacho "cake" I made and then we hopped in the car. We watched the ball drop, Jamin was out cold by 1am (he was on...
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Yup, I'm playing on the computer at work. Not a normal happening but since I've done all my work and the slacker wind-sucker girls in the cube next to me, I believe, warrents this ok.
Well I have 2 friends from VA coming ot spend New Years w/ hubbie & I. That'll be fun. I wonder if hubbie will let me drink... Hopefully.
X-mas was...
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Well I have 2 friends from VA coming ot spend New Years w/ hubbie & I. That'll be fun. I wonder if hubbie will let me drink... Hopefully.
X-mas was...
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synyster_uk:
Ah dont worry about work, stay on here instead, have a great New Years Eve x
Man, I just sooo love the holidays...Not sure if I'm being sarcastic or not. I LOVE being w/ my son & hubbie and seeing my family but I miss my Mom (passed a wk before Thanksgiving 4 years ago...my son, her 1st / only grandkid was 8 months old...never got to know how great she was...for years all she wanted was to see me get...
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the_deacon:
Enjoy the Holidays...it is a time to remember those we care about from past to present!
What a way to start the holiday. I had my 1st accident this morning. I was driving to work and some out-of towners all of a sudden decided they needed gas ofa' the hwy. Instead of getting in the turn lane on the left they thought it would be a good idea to just put on the brakes in the fast lane to stop before...
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flyer:
Happy Birthday!
the_deacon:
Happy Holidays to you!
I had a bad accident in October I think...can't remember...can't remember the accident either! lol. But I got a notice in the mail lately cancelling my car insurance...dirty rats! I managed to pick up new insurance at a better rate though so screw them!
Enjoy the Season!!!
I had a bad accident in October I think...can't remember...can't remember the accident either! lol. But I got a notice in the mail lately cancelling my car insurance...dirty rats! I managed to pick up new insurance at a better rate though so screw them!
Enjoy the Season!!!
Just a quick video (me, fur coat, purple bra n' panties) and an update...
I ended up getting 24 hrs comm svc for my ticket. Fun fun. I'm stuck doing filing at the Frederick something something theatre...pretty place w/ lots of history but a bull shiite assignment. Guess that's why they need community svc people in there.
Still working @ the HVAC place w/ hubbie....
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I ended up getting 24 hrs comm svc for my ticket. Fun fun. I'm stuck doing filing at the Frederick something something theatre...pretty place w/ lots of history but a bull shiite assignment. Guess that's why they need community svc people in there.
Still working @ the HVAC place w/ hubbie....
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wooly:
Hope other mesage got to you ,you should come tto Tacoma and met us !!! WOOLY
wooly:
That is so HOT
Would love to see the whole thing!!! WOOLY
Well I'm going to court today. I was found driving on a suspended liscense (new news to me) bc a $60 fine I had mailed didn't find it's way to the MVA for a ticket I got for my cars exhaust system. Fun fun. My MIL is going with me (she carries in the mail bc she's retired and at home) to vouch that she...
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the_deacon:
That all sounds like a bad time...Good luck with it all. If it makes you feel better...I got pegged on my motorcycle at 138 and I have BIG fines and troubles and headaches...
seizure:
Thats lame... sorry dear
the_deacon:
The Rugrat is growing!!!! Cute pics. Hope you are well!
the_deacon:
Hey...you have two new cute pictures!!!
Damn, look, a free moment. What a month so far. The 7th was a co-workers b-day party at Hard Times...as 9pm rolled around hubbie and I hopped in the car w/ 2 other co-workers and drove to Doc's (over the bay bridge) and enjoyed a toga party and then stayed up till 3am partying.
Friday I had to check in to the new Sharaton in...
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punknitemike:
im bummed we didnt get to hang out while i was in baltimore! 
the_deacon:
Computer problems bite! I have dial up and could just shoot myself...one of the main reasons I am not on here more often but I finally have another option in the sticks here so I am going to be upgrading soon...very very soon. can't wait! Looks like a comfy room! and for the right price! I just recently paid a whoppping $ for a haunted Inn room in Gettysburg....and didn't see a frickin' thing or hear anything for 2 nights...oh well!

congrats on the weight loss too