Well, Brandon went out and shot some pool with me last night. Which meant alot to me. We weren't drinking, but it was fun none the less. He still went and hung out at his sisters house afterwards but it meant alot that he took the time to spend with me also.
My night sucked ass. I only got like 3 hours of sleep.
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bozeman666:
Hope you found someone to watch your son. Hope your day was a little better 
eyesofatragedy:
i hope you are feeling better, and had a good weekend 
Well, to be completely honest life is sucking ass right now. All of the people that I thought were my friends really aren't. Reality sux. Anytime I call and need someone to talk to or some company or something they are all way too busy to bother. Brandon and I were gonna go out to a movie or shoot pool or something tonight. But now...
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dulcemara:
Well to be honest right now that hole sounds REALLY inviting. Can't be any lonelier than right now.
soulfly:
Hey, I know that pouring your heart out to strangers might not be ideal, but at least it is a way of venting some anger.
Seeing someone you used to love being with someone else is never easy, but it will get better in time. Believe me
Seeing someone you used to love being with someone else is never easy, but it will get better in time. Believe me
Sometimes poetry is the only thing that can make me feel a little better. Brandon gave me this book a while back as a gift. It is VERY old. 1926 to be exact. But some of the writing just makes so much sense and hits a nerve. So I am going to post some of the poetry that has gotten me through some extrememly difficult...
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day:
...your gorgeous! 
...your gorgeous!
dulcemara:
Oh, thankyou so much 
that right there made my day Right back at you beautiful
that right there made my day Right back at you beautiful Well, the internet got disconnected for a couple days so i havent been on. i turned it back on today though. i dont know how long for, but its on for now.
cunninglinquist:
keep us informed, i know it is a rough time you are going through but you have some good people to chat with here
dulcemara:
Ya, but i am not taking the computer with me *sniff* I am going to miss SG SO MUCH. So much for doing the photoset I have been dreaming of
Well things are only getting worse. I am not doing too well. I am way too stressed. I am trying to sort out where I am going to go. Brandon is going to sell the car so I have to find a new means of transportation along with a place. I don't want to move out of town to my sisters but unless I can...
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kingofscots:
i hope yer all good now...... 
bozeman666:
I kinda know what being lonely is all about. It can only get better though. 
Well Brandon and I split up last night. For good this time. I don't really have anywhere to go. My only options so far are to move over to Montana or Michigan with one of my sisters. I really don't want to but I just can't afford to get my own place right now. And I definately wont survive trying to stay here. So my...
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tourettes:
I'm so sorry to hear about what happened. I can tell you it will get better. Thats sounds like shit right now but it is the truth. Take it easy and I hope evereything works out for you. Drop me a line when you are back on ok?
Take it easy.
Take it easy.
zeus013:
you probably won't get to read this but, i hope somehow you get the biggest warmest hug not to tight but just right. the hug has great powers.
*sigh* things are kinda sucking right now. In just about every area of life. And I don't know what to do to make it better. I feel like I'm in a big hole that just keeps getting deeper and I'm never going to get out.
I wish I could make Brandon happy. He's never happy. I just want to be what he needs and wants....
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I wish I could make Brandon happy. He's never happy. I just want to be what he needs and wants....
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cunninglinquist:
love the hair, kisses
801mustang:
You know some times you try to hard to make everyone else happy so your not. I did that with a chick once but then I finally gave up and it was the best thing I did we'll next to moving from ireland to utah. Oh and your hair is so f'n hot.... HECK YES IT IS!!!!!!
OK, so I got the pics done. I think I went a little crazy though lol. They are all pretty much the same....but I couldn't decide what I liked the best so I am posting them all lol. Let me know what you think. I love my new hair by the way hehehe. 
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soulfly:
Oh baby you is be-a-u-tiful 
dulcemara:
Thankyou everyone I felt extremely pretty myself last night. The hours of pampering were well worth it
I felt extremely pretty myself last night. The hours of pampering were well worth it *SIGH* Another day come and gone. They seem to be flying by so quickly lately. I can't believe it is almost October. I am NOT looking forward to the winter and the snow however. *bleh*
Well, work wasn't too bad today. For once I only had one block of rooms. As compared to Wednesday, when I had half of the fucking hotel to clean on...
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Well, work wasn't too bad today. For once I only had one block of rooms. As compared to Wednesday, when I had half of the fucking hotel to clean on...
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cunninglinquist:
we all need some self pampering
dulcemara:
yes...that is so true. I feel better already I will post some pics a little later on today when i get them uploaded.
I will post some pics a little later on today when i get them uploaded.HELLO SG WORLD! Well, I am feeling a little better today. I talked to my boss this morning for about an hour. Kinda worked things out in the workplace area. I feel much better now.
Bills are kicking my ass though. I have to find someway to come up with at least like 50 bucks for my daycare lady or I'm not gonna have a...
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Bills are kicking my ass though. I have to find someway to come up with at least like 50 bucks for my daycare lady or I'm not gonna have a...
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sampson:
alabama I found you. Tell me about the wedge
dulcemara:
LOL...Oh, you know the power of the almighty wedge. I don't have to tell you about it Saves the knees and back, yet lifts the hiney just right hahaha. I hope you have a good time on your trip this weekend. I'll talk to you when you get back
Saves the knees and back, yet lifts the hiney just right hahaha. I hope you have a good time on your trip this weekend. I'll talk to you when you get back