Well, to be completely honest life is sucking ass right now. All of the people that I thought were my friends really aren't. Reality sux. Anytime I call and need someone to talk to or some company or something they are all way too busy to bother. Brandon and I were gonna go out to a movie or shoot pool or something tonight. But now he might not end up going. So that kinda sux ass. I was really looking forward to it actually. So what will I do tonight? The same thing I always do. Sit on this damn computer and talk to strangers and try to vent through typing. HMMMMM......it could be another fun and exciting evening.
I know this sounds terrible and I know that it is not the way to go, but I just feel like running away from it all. Moving far away and starting all over. But that will never happen. I just need to find some people that actually give a flying fuck about me. More than just the one that I already lost as my partner. Going from being someones gf and living with them forever straight to just friends and not freaking out when they spend time with other chics is EXTREMELY difficult. I am so unhappy right now. And it just seems to be everything.
K i'm gonna crawl in a whole for 10 years.
I know this sounds terrible and I know that it is not the way to go, but I just feel like running away from it all. Moving far away and starting all over. But that will never happen. I just need to find some people that actually give a flying fuck about me. More than just the one that I already lost as my partner. Going from being someones gf and living with them forever straight to just friends and not freaking out when they spend time with other chics is EXTREMELY difficult. I am so unhappy right now. And it just seems to be everything.
K i'm gonna crawl in a whole for 10 years.
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Seeing someone you used to love being with someone else is never easy, but it will get better in time. Believe me