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Merry Christmas and Stuff to Everyone!
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witchdoctor:
Merry Christmas and Happy New Year to you! How'd you make out this year?
soulfly:
Hope you had as good a Christmas as can be expected. You deserve it after a tough time recently. kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss

Hope 2005 improves for you.
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I hate people who think that their lives are so much better than others. Drama free. But life is Drama. Drama is differant for everyone. It is all of the events that happen to us everyday. The decisions we have to make and the things we do. Drama is life.

I couldn't be happier being a single mom and in love. Ya, I can't go...
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newbluecheer:
i like your attitude and i completely agree.smile


hey you are in the neighborhood.....we should get a drink sometime.



oh yeah....mad props for being a single mom and holding everything all together! i know what thats like surreal
jpguinness:
I know too many people like that. They think their shit do not stink and they like to rub it in your nose. The truth is that they have as many issues and problems as everybody else.

You are doing great! Keep it up!

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YEAH! I am back! I was kinda hoping that someone would get me a month or something since I don't really have the money but that didn't appear to be happening, so.....I did it myself. I just had to *sigh* And I am posting up some new pics of me hehehe.....ENJOY!

*kisses*
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jpguinness:
I was wondering what happened to you! Welcome back!!

witchdoctor:
Sawweeet! Thanks. Got to get back to writing -- come say hey
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Time to post a LONG overdue entry.

Brandon is not the asshole that I portray him to be. Yes, there are things that he does that piss me off, that I don't agree with. But there is way too much going on past and present that no one realizes. Mainly because I don't make it known. Well that is about to change.

Brandon is the...
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801mustang:
dont worry, i dont judge you. you a okay in my book.
bad brad
jpguinness:
I have always told the odd white lie especially if I know it will get me out of trouble. We all have lied at one point or another.
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Just so everyone knows, I SUCK ASS in everyway. I destroyed Brandons life. And hopefully I don't get to do the same to anyone else. That is all. Goodnight.
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zeus013:
we all have to learn to evolve from our misdirections. skull
jpguinness:
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I get alot of messages from people who want to chat, get to know me etc. For the most part they are decent people who I enjoy conversation with. But I am tired of getting these FUCKS who seem to think that the only thing I am good for is a piece of ass, and that if I don't give it up, that makes me...
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iliedmyfaceoff:
Some people are just idiots. frown
shiitakexxx:
he might be an idiot... or maybe he has self-esteem issues associated with small dicks, and the like.
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I am so damn tired of my life. I am so tired of being unhappy. I hate who I am. For once I just want to be content with some portion of my life. But I don't know how to do that anymore. I don't know how to do anything. I feel like I'm going crazy. I just want to forget about shit for just...
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quietantrum:
god you're beautiful!
soulfly:
I'm sorry there is no miracle cure to offer you at this time, but I really hope you can find something to be happy about really soon.

I don't even know you, but you seem like a genuinely nice person, and wish you the best. kiss kiss kiss
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Well, when I got off of work today I went over to my moms to pick up Jordon's bday presents. And my mom preceded to talk to me about a Doctor Phil episode that she saw on self mutilation. She than began to talk to me about my cutting etc for almost 2 hours. She asked me questions, and apologized for not recognizing my problems....
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twitchmc02:
That is great! I am soo happy that you can have a fresh start with Mom. Better late than never. biggrin
vladimirtheblack:
That's awesome. I'm really glad to see you with some good news. You seem to me to be a genuine, honest, sweet person.
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So I woke up this morning and my name is now Alabama1. Apparantly a new SG wanted that name so the name that I have had for over a year is no longer mine.

Kinda messed up I think.

OH WELL.
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alabama:
ok so super name!!! love it!!! love
dulcemara:
lol thanx
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I did not die. I swear. I know it seems like it. Just been really busy trying to get life situated. Which seems to be more of a task than I expected. It looks like I will be staying in the hosue with Brandon at least until Feb. We will see how things go by than and what we decide to do. It is just...
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cunninglinquist:
glad to know that you are OK with a roof over your head for the time being, you were really stressed about that
jpguinness:
I wish you luck. Hope all will work out.

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I am an asshole. I lied to brandon so many times in our relationship and he continued to give me chance after chance. I deserve everything that i get out of this. I know that I deserve ten times the pain that I am feeling right now. I was hoping to at least be able to salvage our friendship out of this since he is...
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jonny_trouble:
I am going to come see you and make your life better, promise.
soulfly:
Hope that things work out good for you in the future.

We'll miss you.

kiss