I look so drunk in my profile pic. No I dea why, swear I wasn't. I'm such a good little drunk.
So me and my therapists (yes more than one, and going to change soon as I move from the school to the AF base here) are starting to think I have a type of bi polar disorder. Silly as this may sound, I have been watching a lot of law and order SVU and CI lately, and you know how they love to bring up psychos for ratings? Well in a recent episode they tlaked about bi polar disorder and mentioned somethings I had never heard before. So I did a little research and thought that my symptoms reflect what I read. And seeing as some cousins of mine have been diagnosed w/ BP, (and lots of other family members who are obviously metnally ill but go un diagnosed) I thought it was a logical assumption. I will to a shrink to confirm, and he thinks the same.
Been going to a therapist for a while now. Since feb. My birthday gift to myself. I went in for depression, but of course I didn't think my happy times were mild manic episodes called hypomania and I was bipolar. I mean, why complain about the times you feel great?
So I have checked myself into my own personal mental health ward I call my apartment and have segragated myself from all I know. No one has called. Only one person has made any contact w/ me what-so-ever and I got back to her. I just think it is best to stay away from people I care about when I am not of sound mind. No telling what I might do or say. And I can't afford to be alone again.
I have a nasty heat rash, darn my delicate pale skin. I'm a delicate little flower I tell you! And my fucking toilet, every time I flush it just runs and runs. Sounds liek there is someone in the shwoer. Until I lift the lid and fiddle w/ some shit in there, getting splashed w/ water.
Other than that, I guess you could say I am fine. Shit I have to be up in 6 hours to see my therapist. How I love our little chats. his diagnosis is just what I needed. An excuse for my behavior. Make syou wonder if I'm not just making it all up.
Sara Sleaze
So me and my therapists (yes more than one, and going to change soon as I move from the school to the AF base here) are starting to think I have a type of bi polar disorder. Silly as this may sound, I have been watching a lot of law and order SVU and CI lately, and you know how they love to bring up psychos for ratings? Well in a recent episode they tlaked about bi polar disorder and mentioned somethings I had never heard before. So I did a little research and thought that my symptoms reflect what I read. And seeing as some cousins of mine have been diagnosed w/ BP, (and lots of other family members who are obviously metnally ill but go un diagnosed) I thought it was a logical assumption. I will to a shrink to confirm, and he thinks the same.
Been going to a therapist for a while now. Since feb. My birthday gift to myself. I went in for depression, but of course I didn't think my happy times were mild manic episodes called hypomania and I was bipolar. I mean, why complain about the times you feel great?
So I have checked myself into my own personal mental health ward I call my apartment and have segragated myself from all I know. No one has called. Only one person has made any contact w/ me what-so-ever and I got back to her. I just think it is best to stay away from people I care about when I am not of sound mind. No telling what I might do or say. And I can't afford to be alone again.
I have a nasty heat rash, darn my delicate pale skin. I'm a delicate little flower I tell you! And my fucking toilet, every time I flush it just runs and runs. Sounds liek there is someone in the shwoer. Until I lift the lid and fiddle w/ some shit in there, getting splashed w/ water.
Other than that, I guess you could say I am fine. Shit I have to be up in 6 hours to see my therapist. How I love our little chats. his diagnosis is just what I needed. An excuse for my behavior. Make syou wonder if I'm not just making it all up.
Sara Sleaze
